Hey L

Prologue

~Hey L~

~Prologue~

I became friends with a guy I've never spoken to.

A guy I seriously wish I didn't fall in love with.

He was outgoing. I was shy.

He was in 10th grade high school, I was in 6th grade middle school.

He had a lot of friends, I didn't have any.

He was handsome, I didn't even call myself pretty.

But, we were best friends, above everything else, and I can't even speak to him. He only does.

He even gave me a pet name. "Rinny", since my name's Rin. It sounds lame, I know, but I treasured it.

I found it unfair that only he has a pet name for me, so I called him, in my mind, L, cause it's the first letter of his name.

I wanted to talk to him, but my mouth always ends up not being able to speak, and I keep getting easily flustered.

So I kept all my questions for him in a small little box, wishing I could actually ask him all these one day when I get the courage to actually speak to him.

I called it 'Hey L'

But something happened between us, and ever since that day, I've never seen him again.

Neither did I see that box, let alone touch it.

The last question I've written for that box eventually stopped going through my mind.

He stopped going through my mind.

I changed myself four years later.

Made myself learn to actually speak like a normal person.

Made myself less shy.

Made myself happy.

I thought everything's completely changed.

But now he's back.

4 years later.

And so is that question.

Now, I realized that everything changed for me.

But nothing has ever changed between the two of us...

Even my feelings.

Now, how could I possibly face him, after what happened four years ago.

After running away.

After writing that question.

"Hey L..."

How could I possibly face him...

...will I ever know?

"...why'd you kiss me?"

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Hello.

Did you find it interesting?

I hope you did. I'm gonna be writing this along with Let's Play: Lovers so I hope you look forward to it! ^_^

Tell me what you think in the comments :P I HAVE NO SHAME

\\//Peace!