Meant To Be

chapter 1

The biggest mistake a person could make in their life is doing something that they would regret .
Regret is basically a constant feeling of guilt and hate for none other than the one who did the action , it makes you insecure about yourself , your actions , your entourage and sometimes it even makes you want to end your life .
Before dying , I want to make sure I do it all , the worst thing to regret is missing on something you had the opportunity to do , my dad taught me this one and I made sure to take it as an advice through it all .
At a certain time of my life it even became a moral , but what can you do about something that stayed in your past life ? Absolutely nothing is the right answer .
In my life personally I made sure to do it all , I lived it to its fullest with its good memories or even its bad ones . The people who hurt me , I forgave .
Because life goes on and you can never go back to that one period of time to change that certain person , no one deserves my energy .
Not Even My Father .
CHAP 1 :
The day we met , the day that I will never forget, I was a Beverly hill's girl , he was a casual guy from Chicago, he had only came to California for college . I had never got to actually study since my father provided everything for me , the only class that I actually payed attention in was art class . something about drawing and painting made me exited and weirdly happy in a way , I was always good at it and got compliments each time someone approaches my art , they claimed that I was talented but that never caught my attention it was just a hobby I would say , maybe it was the death of my mother that made me get my anger out on paper at such a young age or maybe it's just the fact that I watched to many animated movies when I was little . In all honesty the first one made so much more sence for me .
On the 16th of October 2009 I went to this event that my father had planned out , it was in a weird college "I had never been to such a place before. It was a mess" my dad always says that I need to learn that money doesn't grow on trees but since I was his only child it never really mattered for me . I was sitting in the front row of the stage where my dad had his presentation , I didn't really pay any attention since it was just a casual boring Sunday for me "yes every Sunday I had to attend those stupid charity events" it was just my dad that was talking about subjects that I don't even remember to be honest , they didn't seem as interesting until a hot and very sexy voice catched my attention, I tilted my head and was surprised to see a tall handsome guy , he was so fucking hot , the black suit , the long brown hair , he had the most beautiful lips "so kissable" his jawline was the part that catched my attention the most , what an attractive guy he was . I immediately shut my phone down and put all my attention to his speech , and let me tell you something I never heard someone as good at a presentation as him the way he talked , the way he defended his opinions , the articulation , everything . That man was pure perfection . The second he finished I got up , applauded as hard as i can and ran to the backstage "I wasn't as nervous since I'm used to guys obeying me and giving me all of their attention" I got in front of him and calmly said :
*that was defenetly a speech to remember*
*you think ?* he responded ,
I was too focused on his dreamy eyes i just nodded *you're very hot not going to lie* I said casually
* i'm sorry, I'm currently working on my studies , I need that degree , not really interested in a relationship at the moment*
his response wasn't such a surprise for me , I mean he seems like a guy that plays hard to get and that wasn't an issue, I actually found it very attractive.
*who said I'm trynna get with you , i just wanna have a normal conversation since my dad is the one who planned this charity event and you're one of the students that got qualified *I said with high expectations of his response .
*oh, sorry I thought you were one of those girls that just wanna date , you know*
I acted cool about the situation as if I was never attracted to him and asked him to go out with me , he accepted, I mean of course he would , who wouldn't . The meeting went too good we even called it a date , he seemed so interested in me , the way I was thinking , my looks , I never showed him the rich side of me , I even let him pay for the two coffees we got , I was as humble as I could ever be , he looked blown away by me " the most expected thing " I saw in him things I never saw in other guys , he was wholesome he had an actual personality "nothing like those assholes i was dating back in the day" .
A month after that magical day we officially started dating , everyday that passes I get more attracted to him , my love grows even bigger "not a very usual thing for Robert Nectar's daughter , she would've known better " he was very different , something else I would say , he brought out the best in me , the day after I met him I started religiously going to my dad's charity events , I needed to learn more about these people's life cycles and how they live " I need to look perfect in front of him , my lifestyle isn't something he's a big fan of" I even got my driver's license and started driving my own car for the first time "as a twenty-one year old that was a disgrace" he seemed to want to learn about my life too but I kept telling him that I loved him the way he was and I wouldn't ever want him to change , he was lovely i didn't want him to get to know the nightclubs life and bitches all over the city which is only gonna lead him to one thing . Leaving me . I was so afraid of that "that would be a fucking disaster" I have never gotten this attached to someone and if he ever decides to leave me I would absolutely lose my shit .