Let down

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Whining ain't usually my style.

To lean on someone seems wild.

Yet when I cut I feel whole.

The ache in my mind gone away from my soul.

But as a daughter I need a role model.

That man I once considered my father.

Reality check as I see it.

His only concern while I was bleeding.

"They see it they'll come, looking for a back story to your pain as your face blanks and seems numb."

No love or sorrow just plain fuck you on time borrowed.

Hilarious, I know.

A ghosts wafts past.

The breeze beneath my nose.

I wonder sometimes.

At the way I'll die.

Natural or my choice?

Engulfed in silence or in noise?

I.Have.Nothing.

No one yet I don't care. By my blade soaked in blood or choking on mother natures pure air...

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