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If only..
if only I could be
the way you wanted me to be.
If only I could continue acting
as if nothing's wrong..
perhaps reality would have been different,
so much different than this one
where I'm doing nothing but
writing my heart out
that seem to be absolutely stupid to people.

Your words still feel fresh
lingering in my mind,
poisoning me mentally
yet I cannot decline your essence.

All your love and respect
knew no boundaries
and I let them run free all around
that prevail my entire existence.

Why do I miss your dominance?

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