Trampled Innocence

KABANATA I

I woke up feeling sore, like every part of my body hurts from what happened last night. The bright rays of the morning sun greeted me as I open my eyes. Sinipat ko ang sarili ko, I'm wearing Damon's white long sleeved polo, and I don't have any underwear.

Sinubukan kong tumayo, at agad akong napahiyaw nang sakupin ng kakaibang sakit ang gitnang bahagi ng katawan ko, at halos hindi ko maitukod ang mga paa ko. I feel like I can't walk, let alone stand.

To my surprise, the door suddenly opened, revealing Damon who was topless with a tray of food on his hand. Nang makita niya ako ay agad siyang ngumiti, ibang-iba sa lalaking umangkin sa akin kagabi. Gone was the cold beast who ravished my body last night. He was back to being the good Damon who helped me in my darkest times.

“Stay still, Cassie. I know you're still sore, please sit for now. I brought you breakfast,” aniya. Binaba niya ang hawak na tray sa kama at inalalayan ako paupo.

Hindi ako makatingin ng diretso kay Damon. Sa tuwing tatama ang mga mata ko sa maskulado niyang katawan ay bumabalik sa isipan ko ang nangyari kagabi. Pilit akong yumuko upang umiwas sa kanya, dahil ramdam na ramdam ko ang pamumula ng mukha ko dala ng pagkapahiya. It made me feel more awkward when he suddenly raked his gaze on me, his eyes lighting up with evident desire as he look at me from head to foot. I bit my lower lip when his eyes lingered on my exposed thighs.

Inayos ko ang pagkakaupo ko, at tumikhim. “S-Salamat, S-Sir Damon.”

Umigting ang kanyang panga bilang pagtutol, saka siya lumapit sa akin at marahang hinawakan ang aking baba. “Don't call me, Sir. It's Damon for you, baby,” bulong niya sa tainga ko at bahagya iyong kinagat.

Napasinghap ako sa gulat, ngunit naramdaman ko agad ang ngisi niya sa tainga ko. I suddenly felt warm inside, and the way his lips softly brush against my ear, sent a tingling sensation inside of me. Muntik pa akong mapaungol kung hindi ko lang maagap na nakagat ang ibabang labi ko.

“Stop biting your lips, baby. It turns me on. And as much as I want to take you again, I'm not a monster. Now, eat while I prepare your bath,” he whispered huskily. I closed my eyes and gulped audibly. I can almost sniff his neck, and I felt him rub his nose softly against my neck before he muttered a few curses. When I opened my eyes, he was already standing a few feet away from me. His eyes were still dark with lust, and when I looked at that part in between his thighs, I gasped. His manhood stood erect underneath the thin fabric of his expensive boxer shorts.

I heard him groan in extreme frustration. And when I realized what I was doing, I immediately looked away. Nagsimula na akong kumain sa takot na baka magbago ang isip niya at muli niya akong angkinin. Baka hindi ko kayanin, at mawalan ako ng ulirat sa sobrang pagod. I heard his footsteps retreating, and when I lifted my eyes up, I saw him walking towards a door which I assumed was the bathroom.

Noon ko lang din napansin na nasa ibang kwarto na ako. Hindi ito ang kwarto kung saan may nangyari sa amin kagabi. This room was larger, and more manly. The walls were painted in a combination of dark blue and black. The curtains were white and sky blue. The bed itself was king sized, and there was a huge flat screen TV mounted on the wall, facing the bed. On the side was a small table with a picture frame.

Nagtagal ang tingin ko sa picture frame, at halos lumuwa ang mga mata ko nang matanto ko na si Damon iyon. It was a picture of his young self, wearing a football uniform and smiling widely to the camera along with another guy. Gwapo na siya noon, ngunit hindi ko maikakaila na mas lalo siyang gumwapo ngayon. It was like God made him in perfection. His dark eyes that could make any woman's heart melt, his pinkish lips that were shaped like a cupid's bow could bring any woman to the highs of the heaven. Napailing ako nang matanto ko kung saan na patungo ang iniisip ko.