"Will you get your fat ass out of bed already!" I woke with a start. I looked towards the light streaming into my room from the hallway. Skylene stood there looking gorgeous as always.
I sat up and looked at her with a bored expression adorning my features. I'm so tired of her thinking she's better than me.
"Go to hell" I mumble as I pushed passed her. I knew she had heard me when she turned to glare at me.
I rushed into the bathroom and pulled out some clothes. I undressed and starred in disgust at my reflection. I always worried about the fat on my stomach, arms and legs. I watched as I moved and my scars gleamed in the mirror reminding me time and time again, that I don't belong here and I'm better off gone.
I reached under the counter and grabbed the blade. Over and over again I sliced into my arm the words I'll never be enough.
I opened the door after getting dressed to come face to face with my twin. Lyric stood there and smirked at me while her eyes raked over my body.
If you compared my ugliness to her model worthy structure you would even know we shared the same blood. Where her hair was clean cut and a brilliant blonde, I had inherited my dad's course black hair that barely reached my back.
Where her eyes resembled the ocean mine looked like a murky lake. She was tall and slim, I was short and not so slim.
We were like polar opposites yet we sadly had the same parents. I walked alone. It was raining my favorite weather I could cry and no one would notice.
I walked into the school and searched the seas of familiar haters for my two best friends. I spotted London first but Liza wasn't far behind. They were at the end of the long hall and didn't notice me yet leaving me to walk alone.
"Why does she even try?" Some prep said from the wall "Why is she even here" someone said with disgust.
"Ew look at that ugly hoebag" that was the one to make me stop. I turned towards the voice. Everyone watched carefully like I was going to hit one of them. If this had been a cartoon I would have had steam coming from my ears.
"What the fuck are you staring at preppy ass bitches? Do you have a problem with your eyes because I'll fix it. All you'll be staring at is the white walls of the asylum after I finish with your sorry asses" I said before turning around. Same old same old I guess. They'll never understand that my threats aren't nothing...
