Curious Obsession

Chapter 9...Winter Break

Alright my dear fans. After heading back to college from Thanksgiving vacation Ashley had a lot on her mind. Her end of year exams, the upcoming holiday season and break from college and her new found attraction to Leo, her step dad. She knows what she is doing is wrong but she doesn't seem to care. Leo is all she can think about and has found herself with an internal struggle. Locking herself in her dorm room she tries to focus all her attention on her exams and not Leo and her desire to be with him. She doesn't want to hurt her mom but she also doesn't want to hurt either. What will she do and what will happen over winter break still leaves a lot of questions unanswered. Will Ashely be able to let go of her fascination for Leo? Will she find herself jumping head first into even more of a sexual lust and love for Leo.? Will her mom find out or will she tell her and face the repercussions of her actions? Time will tell but for now let's all enjoy the ride of emotions she is struggling with. 

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 “Alright class, listen up,” I heard my English professor say as I looked up and stared at him. Even though this was my last exam and I had been finished he refused to let any of us leave early.

I was dreading the drive back home and him keeping me here longer then I wanted was really beginning to piss me off. I wanted to get home as soon as possible. I was actually looking forward to the three week break from school. I had studied my ass off to pass all my exams and I was rather proud of myself.

“I have posted all the final grades outside on the door. For those of you who didn’t do so good I will be here for an extra week after today if you would like to retake the test, or do extra credit to bring your grade up.”

Hearing those words come out of his mouth made me start to wonder if I was one of those who hadn’t done so good. I studies as much as possible and I felt I done my best on the test. Sitting there I started to hear the screech of chairs sliding across the floor as the other students scurried to gather their things and out of the room.

I refused to budge. I wasn’t getting into that battle royal of students fighting to get out of the room to see what they had made on the exam. Sitting there at my desk I finally allowed myself to take a deep breath and relax a little bit. I found images of Leo clouding my inner thoughts and a smile crept onto my lips.

If there was one thing I was looking forward to it was seeing Leo. I had never allowed a man to encompass so much of my thoughts as he did. He was the first thing I thought of when I woke up in the morning and he was the last thing I thought of when I went to sleep at night. Hell even when I was studying for my exams I found myself relating what I was studying to him.

Nothing to me had ever felt so right but yet so wrong at the same time. I just wondered if he saw me in the same way as I saw him. I needed to know what he thought or was thinking of me also. I wanted to know that I wasn’t just a secret affair or roll in the hay to him. I wanted him to love me, not as a step daughter but as a woman, a very sexual woman. I soon felt a cool breeze overtake my body and chills went up my spine.

“Ashley,” I heard my professor calling my name awakening me from the heavenly dream about Leo I was having. “Class is over Ashley and everyone has left.” He told me as I looked up from my seat at him and then around the room.

Looking at my watch I noticed I had been fantasizing about Leo for the last fifteen minutes. The professor gave me a sly smile when he noticed my cheeks go flush with redness and my breathing hitch as I started to gather my things.

“Someone is in love,” I heard him tell me which caused me to shake my head in disbelief at him. “What did you just say,” I questioned wanting to make sure I heard him right. I wasn’t sure if he had actually just said what I heard him say to me. Was it that obvious? Was I really in love?