Are u sure u love me (Book 3)

Chapter 12

AUGUST POV

Yo ive been tripping since I heard about nicki being pregnant and trey kissing k like wtf is wrong with this nigga his ass was stuck when I told him that I kissed her to but o well k was my first love amd always will be but she moved on so it is what it is today the first episode of her show comes out but its not the one with the kissing scene mines comes out too but right after hers so I was sitting there watching it and she was introducing herself

TV SHOW

Kmichelle : im back bitches wasup its ur girl k michelle yes love and hip k michelle

Shows a couple quick things from love and hip hop

Kmichelle : I have 3 kids chase which is from my ex boyfriend trey songz yup the singer and Alison and aj from august alsina, so yup im single me and august reacalty broke up we were together for about 3 years but things just didn't work, chase is 13 and he is like his mother he speaks his mind and he don't care Alison is me she a diva she wants everything ger way or the highway and aj he just like his dad he cool and layed back but he has a mouth on him

BACK TO AUGUST

Nicki walks in the room

Nicki : so u watching her shows now

August : yup is that a problem

Nicki : no but whats with the attudie

August : nun alright

Nicki : august what is wrong with u u been coming in late every night u hardly spend time with me and u have this shitty ass attudie and its pisssing the fuck off I don't know what ur problem is but u need to fix and plus another thing stop drinking

August : yeah whatever bitch

Nicki : o hell no August this better be the liquor talking cuz I swear august if I wasn't

August : wasn't what pregnant I bet that baby aint even mine

Nicki : ok now ur really tripping august U KNOW DAME WELL THIS FUCKING BABY IS URS AUGUST HOW DARE U SAY THAT TO ME

august : yeah whatever

Nicki : u know what im gonna leave u alone cuz u acting like a bitch right now

August : yeah u do that

NICKI POV

I was sitting on my bed crying I dont know whats up with august he's been drinking and smoking and hanging out with his friends more than usally well thats what he says he is probably out fucking some hoe I went to check on the kids then I took a nice relaxing bath and listen to my abulm the pink print then august bust in the bathroom and he went pee I didn't even look at him he didn't even look at me I just singed my song the crying game

[Verse 1 - Nicki Minaj:]
Here we go again, it's the game we love
Sheets all over the floor and they laced with drugs
You ain't play your cards right, you had the Ace of Clubs
Hit you with the Ace of Spades and your face is shrugged
Blood drippin' out your arm on my Asian rugs
We was just planning a wedding, Caucasian doves
You was just tellin' your mans, that you hate the clubs
Now we in the crying game, heart laced with slugs

[Bridge 1 - Nicki Minaj:]
Are you alone? Do you need someone?
Is it too late to talk? Did I wait too long?
Thousand words don't change a thing
Is it only three? Three words that you're missing?

[Pre-Chorus - Jessie Ware:]
Where did you go? Couldn't see
I was too busy
Could've just said no
Where would you go? I think I know

[Chorus - Jessie Ware:]
Who-o-o-o-o-o, who-o-o-o-o-o
We're back to playing
We're back to playing
Who-o-o-o-o-o, who-o-o-o-o-o
We're back to playing
The crying game

[Post-Chorus x2 - Jessie Ware:]
I could've given everything
Don't wanna let the tears begin
We're back to playing
The crying game

[Verse 2 - Nicki Minaj:]
Welcome to the crying game where you lose your soul
Where it ain't no easy pass, you got to use the toll
Ain't no cruise control, you 'bout to lose control
Ain't no smilin' faces here, we slammin' doors and dishes
Sayin' we don't miss each other, but it's all fictitious
Sayin' that we had enough, but enough of what?
Another slap to the face, another uppercut
I'm just abusive by nature, not cause I hate ya
Not cause I wanna get someone to imitate ya
I know it's hard, I know I intimidate ya
But is you stayin' or goin'?
I couldn't breathe and you ain't even know it
How come you never show it?
All this love you speak of
All I want is to love and be loved
(To love and be loved)

[Bridge 2 - Nicki Minaj:]
I'm losin' a thing I thought I'd win
And I'm coming undone
Cause the tears don't end

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

[Post-Chorus x2]

[Outro - Jessie Ware:]
Who-o-o-o-o-o, who-o-o-o-o-o
Who-o-o-o-o-o, who-o-o-o-o-o

August just looked at me like I was stupid and then he left the bathroom I just wanna know whats going on with my husband but I guess ill never know there only one way to find out and thats the one person that knows him best

KMICHELLE POV

I was relaxing my body in a nice hot bubble bath shit I need to relax then I heard my phone go off it was text

?:hi Kmichelle

Kmichelle : yes who is this

?:this is Nick I have a question

Kmichelle : o hi and ok what is it

Nicki : well since you know august pretty well umm what dose it mean when he starts drinking alot and smoking and hanging out with his friends more often

Kmichelle : well that means there something heavy on his heart but he doesn't know how to deal with it and he doesn't want to think about it so he drinks and smoke and hang out with his friends to get it off his mind

Nicki : ok well what do u do when he gets like that

Kmichelle : I talk to him let him know u here for him

Nicki : I tried but he told me to leave him alone that the baby not his and he called me a bitch

Kmichelle : wow dame so its something more its deep and it's really hurting him inside umn just give him his space if he speaks to u speak to him but other than that leave him alone hell come around soon

Nicki : o ok and thankyou so much k I appreciate it

Kmichelle : ur verry welcome