Angry everyday, it's hard to let this go.
Happiness is...well, I wouldn't know.
It's hard to breathe when every jaded breath is limited...
I wanted to let you go but I was selfish and now I realize the error of my ways,
But I guess I haven't grown..I never grow;
Metamorphosis, I've tried to undergo,
But I guess I'm just the same bastard I was a year ago.
Now this hatred, I hold close to my chest
Because after all, it's all I've got left,
That and bitter regret;
It's been a year, and all you've done is progress.
And you know, I analyze every aspect.
I, on the other hand, seem to retrogress.
And all I seem to do nowadays is retrospect...
I've become nothing but a hollow shell,
So someone, anyone; save me from myself.
It's hard to put in words, it really is...
The nothing I feel,
The void I've come to know;
And I want to change, I really do...
They said it was just a phase,
A normal part of life;
"You'll get over it."
But it's been a while,
I stopped counting after year 6...
And I can't believe,
Anyone would wish this to anyone
Or anyone would laugh about this.
Depression hurts.
And I know you wouldn't know,
So just leave me alone.
