a letter to my Angel

To My Angel,

You were there for me and listened no matter what. We did some stupid things and always regretted them but this time you went over the edge.

I get that this isn't about me but you fucked our family up honey. You weren't thinking for one night. And now I can't reach you. I want you, to hold you, to cry with you, to promise that it'll all be okay. And believe it.

You were never understood and you were never really loved. But you are special baby, you are perfect.

As soon as I can I will join you in Hell. I'll patch your life up and if anyone looks the wrong way, I'll crush them.

I can't do this without you and one stupid boy took you away. Only I know that the smile you force is fake. Only I know you cry in secret. Only I know how broken you are.

your childhood was stolen. your efforts were defeated. together we will try again.

You deserve love, but you never got it. Well, I'm going to give you it.

Hang in there baby girl, I'll never let you go.

Megan .T.

your life is a disaster

but I'm going to fix it

<3