Here I go,
It's been like this for a while hasn't it, I try to get through to you but it never seems to get through to you. You never learn do you, I've told you so many times, so many times, please stop ignoring me, don't shut me out, don't say things that hurt me, stop pushing me away, stop making excuses as to why you don't want to see me, and I could go on. In the past I've chosen to forgive you even though your apologies were far from satisfactory for me. But you have pushed me and pushed me to my absolute limit and I can't carry on like this. You hide things from me constantly. People in a relationship are supposed to love each other and show each other frequent affection. There meant to call each other and give each other their full attention. There meant to grow as people together and spend lots of time together and go on dates. And tell each other when theirs a problem and send each other good morning and good night texts and reply fast and love each other equally and miss each other when their away and apologise properly if there's a problem and treaty each other seriously and with respect. It does not work if only one does these things which was always me. You used to do these things but you don't anymore. We can't keep holding onto things that aren't there any longer just because you miss it. I love you but it's time to move on. I wish you all the best in life and I hope you find somebody right for you . But I am tired of wanting more than you'll ever give me. All I wanted was for you to love me and show it in the right way but I can't force you to so I have to let go. We barely talk anymore. It was good while it lasted thank you for everything goodbye
-Me
