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Crazy mess

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*FINISHED*
DISCLAIMER:  This book contains suicidal thoughts, self-harm, and depression. If any these things bother or trigger you, then consider this a warning. This book isn't based on Hetalia, but  on countryhuman/countryball :) *ALSO THIS BOOK IS CRINGY!*
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America was happy. He really was. But why did everything shatter, starting with his dad leaving? Everything was..... empty. He didn't find the same joy in his hobbies as he used to. Why? Why did it all
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Rules are Rules-Hetalia RusAme by Pastanerd23

*some chapters are very long ;-;* Russia and America adore each other, but could never say a word. One is haunted by the thought of his people and family hating him. And the other doesn't even understand his own feelings. Although when an unfortunate event causes them to come together, how will their worlds treat them? (Warnings: Homophobia, attempted suicide, angst, swearing, sexual themes, abuse) Yeah this is one big fuked up story I can't believe I'm writing... xD Disclaimer: I don't own Hetalia, I just own the plot. Also I'm so sorry for how I portray certain countries in this lol

He's a mess. [[RusAme - Countryhumans.]] by 0bsessedWriter

America can't stand his life anymore. It may be too much to handle. One person thinks otherwise. Cover by Me!

sooo um... RusAme? - Fighting by Incognito7671

Description of story is at the bottom along with warnings. Okay so I was looking through my old stories that I wrote during school in 7th grade, and I came across this little RusAme excerpt... I want to kill myself after reading it but I think I'll clean it up because HO-LY sHiT- to whom it may concern: alright. so i know that these stories are old, but i've been reading some of them and i was disappointed that the ones i loved were either discontinued or gone for some other reason. so i decided that i am going to put all of my favorite aspects of this ship and make my own story. I AM NOT DEAD. I AM ACTIVE AS OF TODAY. DATE STARTED: May 16, 2022 DAY FINISHED: I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON THIS STORY. I AM STILL ACTIVE AND WRITING. America was a senior in high school, his long term rival being Russia. They never got along, but they wouldn't go and pick fights with each other just for the fun of it. In fact, America tried at all costs to avoid getting beaten up. He got enough of that from his father. That is until one day when his little brother, Australia, came to him for help with a bully. As it turns out, this bully was a little more dangerous than America came to think. He falls into a problem he doesn't think he can escape and with no one to tell or turn to, he doesn't think he ever will. When his parents don't come home and his situation goes from bad to worse, America may have to turn to the one he's sure he hates. Will he find the courage to ask for help, or will he decide life's not worth it and let go? =================================== |-!WARNING!-| =================================== This book contains the following: Self harm Suicidal thoughts Suicide attempts Death Rape Anymore triggers I think of will be added later.

you'll never be alone <3 (Rusame) by future_funk

Russia has been depressed for a long time, until he one day decides to get a job at a coffee shop to save up some money and move away from home. Guess who works there... His childhood bully, America. Even though he doesn't seem half as mean as he used to, Russia isn't sure that he's changed the way he thinks about him. Or has he? *Warnings: cussing, nsfw jokes/comments, mentions of self harm*

The Things I'd Rather Forget // Countryhumans AU by Sel_va_

America has it all: fame, friends, allies, a supportive family- everything a country could ever want; but, when America's past and guilty conscience catch up to him, America breaks both mentally and physically. As America's relationships, life, and country are crumbling before him, America is left to wonder: is this the end, or it is a whole new beginning? After all, some things are better left forgotten. Disclaimer! This story hints at and mentions themes of death, depression, war, and suicidal thoughts. If you are not okay with or sensitive to this type of content, please don't strain yourself to read my book!

The Muses Peice | Rusame | Countryhumans AU by vintylupis

★ | Russia is a reserved artist with a penchant for painting. His demeanor exudes an air of aloofness, often perceived as cold and distant by others. Despite his quiet nature and occasional sharpness, his passion for painting is undeniable, expressed through his evocative artworks that speak volumes where words fail him. Meanwhile, in the revered corridors, stood a student who epitomized the polar opposite. America, a boisterous writer whose vibrant personality matches his passion for storytelling. With an outgoing demeanor and a knack for engaging conversation, he thrives in social settings, drawing inspiration from the world around him to fuel his creative pursuits. America and Russia, destined to intersect, their paths veiled in enigmatic anticipation, attend their third year at the prestigious Etherton Academy, a school nestled on the serene outskirts of a bustling metropolis, a beacon of excellence in education and innovation. Surrounded by lush greenery and rolling hills, the campus exudes an aura of tranquility, providing a sanctuary for young minds to flourish. In the shadow of Etherton Academy's grandeur, these two young men, each carrying the weight of their family's legacy, find themselves on divergent paths that fate is determined to intertwine. ▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔ Completely Fictional World. !HISTORICALLY INACCURATE! !STEREOTYPES! (?) !CONTAINS SLIGHTLY VULGAR LANGUAGE AND SITUATIONS! This book won't really be anything major, it's just basically a little AU and short story I thought of and wanted to write, so don't expect for it to be a long story or anything :) Cover art and any art contained in the book is made by me! Also I'm sorry if the description is too long :(

♡The Black Swan♡ (A RusGer Fanfic) by Insignificant_Isopod

Germany is the new kid at school. Like any stereotypical new kid, he draws the eyes of bullies towards him. He's shy and introverted, his only close friend being Israel, someone he's known since he was young. His abusive father doesn't help his situation much either. Fortunately, he draws the attention of Russia, the semi-popular guy. Tall, strong, and bold, Russia find himself catching feelings for the school nobody. What does he find in the son of his father's enemy that makes him so...attractive? His ex-boyfriend, America, senses him catching feelings..and he'll do almost anything to stop them from being together. This is a Rusger Fanific. You not like, you can hippity hippity off of my property. DISCLAIMER: This story contains: -Angst -Self-harm -Abuse -Fluff (absolutely) -Smut (potentially) - Nazi Germany -USSR -Potentially offensive jokes/ stereotypes -Butchered German (I apologize in advance lol) This story is not meant to be offensive in any way. It is simply meant for entertainment and fun. I understand that the things that are in stories like these were/ are very serious subjects in real life. If you are easily offended by things or do not like the ship, DO NOT READ. I'm not even in the fandom, but I'm still over here vibing and shipping. The cover art is in fact MINE and does belong to me. I may allow you to use it if you REALLY want to, but please to not trace, heavily reference, steals or copy my art without my consent. Trust me, I will NOT be happy.

bits of my mind by caffinated_sheltie

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The Hero, Depressed? by FandomObsessedFreak

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