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Crazy mess

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*FINISHED*
DISCLAIMER:  This book contains suicidal thoughts, self-harm, and depression. If any these things bother or trigger you, then consider this a warning. This book isn't based on Hetalia, but  on countryhuman/countryball :) *ALSO THIS BOOK IS CRINGY!*
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America was happy. He really was. But why did everything shatter, starting with his dad leaving? Everything was..... empty. He didn't find the same joy in his hobbies as he used to. Why? Why did it all
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♡The Black Swan♡ (A RusGer Fanfic) by Insignificant_Isopod

Germany is the new kid at school. Like any stereotypical new kid, he draws the eyes of bullies towards him. He's shy and introverted, his only close friend being Israel, someone he's known since he was young. His abusive father doesn't help his situation much either. Fortunately, he draws the attention of Russia, the semi-popular guy. Tall, strong, and bold, Russia find himself catching feelings for the school nobody. What does he find in the son of his father's enemy that makes him so...attractive? His ex-boyfriend, America, senses him catching feelings..and he'll do almost anything to stop them from being together. This is a Rusger Fanific. You not like, you can hippity hippity off of my property. DISCLAIMER: This story contains: -Angst -Self-harm -Abuse -Fluff (absolutely) -Smut (potentially) - Nazi Germany -USSR -Potentially offensive jokes/ stereotypes -Butchered German (I apologize in advance lol) This story is not meant to be offensive in any way. It is simply meant for entertainment and fun. I understand that the things that are in stories like these were/ are very serious subjects in real life. If you are easily offended by things or do not like the ship, DO NOT READ. I'm not even in the fandom, but I'm still over here vibing and shipping. The cover art is in fact MINE and does belong to me. I may allow you to use it if you REALLY want to, but please to not trace, heavily reference, steals or copy my art without my consent. Trust me, I will NOT be happy.

Tanzomat (Countryhumans) by Haldragoner

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My Love for You - Rusame by TinyArtist01

Russia is cold and distant, a hardened fighter like his father. America is a social god, hanging out with the elite, the most powerful countries the world has to offer. But America fights alone with his demons, both physical, and mental. When he finally begins to crack, Russia realizes how mislabeled America truly is. But what happens when Britain steps in? Family disputes, dangerous threats, and carefully hidden secrets jeopardize Russia and America's relationship, will their trust split down the middle and crack the very foundation of their love? WARNING: Colorful language, angst, abuse, self-harm, fluff, smut

wait for me. // a CH rusame story by uzanemu

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The Hero, Depressed? by FandomObsessedFreak

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RusCan: Russia's Depression. by C4rebear

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you'll never be alone <3 (Rusame) by future_funk

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Rules are Rules-Hetalia RusAme by Pastanerd23

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♡The Black Swan♡ (A RusGer Fanfic)

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