I regretted everything when i was -----
Why did I choose to live like this ?
What was my purpose?
Was it to ----- or something else?
And.......
Who am I now?
(this is my first time, please don't say bad comments about it ;-;)
*Anban POV: "6....7.....8..." 'Hey.....brother why did you kill me?' "9....10....." Why did I kill him? What was my purpose in here again? Was it to save her or is it something else? I don't understand myself anymore.....Why did I want to play this game with her? Am I going crazy again? I hope she doesn't see me.....maybe she does.....if she can see me then my little secret will be revealed.Will she be fine if she sees me like this...maybe shocked,sad,happy? "Philipa are you hiding well?" I asked but it almost feels like a whisper.I keep on searching for her.....but.....why do I feel like she left me.....again....... "Philipa ......come back...." I want her back.....I WANT HER BACK! I don't want it again.....I don't want to see her dead over and over again! "Philipa.......I'm sorry.....I couldn't keep my promise......I'm sorry....." I broke that promise a lot of times....yet I keep on trying and trying to keep it......or am I even trying? "Philipa......" I'm ——— aren't I? I just want to end this......I just want to end this cycle of death! "Stop hiding! I already give up!"
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"Anban.......will you promise me something?"
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After saying those she tapped me from behind. "Tag! You're IT!" Philipa said then ran away. "Hey! Come back here!" I said and chase after her
*Philipa's POV: I ran to the garden and hid behind a tree. In front of it there are flowers called red spider lilies. In Japan,they say this flower represents death. When Anban showed up he looked at the flowers "Philipa.....where are you?" Anban said. For some reason Anban is acting werid....maybe he feels lonely when I'm hiding.
*Anban's POV: Where.....where is she? "Philipa....." "Anban!" I turn around and saw her behind the tree near the flowers that I got my nickname.....the flower that means death.....since I'm already dead..... 彼岸花
"Philipa can you tell me something......" "Hm? What is it Anban?" "Philipa.....can you tell me where she is? The Philipa when I was alive. The Philipa that wanted to go to the moon. The Philipa that....I love......but died...."
"Go to the moon then" "Huh?" "Go to the moon exact date when she died and....kill yourself there..." ....Kill myself......at the moon....that will be after 25 years.......I still have a lot of time to save her........I can save her! "But I'll also die in the prosses...." "Oh.....but I'll be able to see her right?" "Yes.....yes you will..."
