I regretted everything when i was -----
Why did I choose to live like this ?
What was my purpose?
Was it to ----- or something else?
And.......
Who am I now?
(this is my first time, please don't say bad comments about it ;-;)
(!Not continuation!) *This is just an extra chapter*
There was a girl named Philippines,who is a country leader and she has 2 brothers,Del Pilar and Martial law. Philippines,usually called Philipa or Phil,has a lot of friends. 3 of her friends were her enemies before but now she forgave them. Her brothers tho....not really.They still see them as enemies even when they aren't doing anything bad to their country. Everything was normal and peaceful until....
Philipa can't hear and talk anymore.Her brothers and friends were worried about her. But Philipa thinks that her friends won't talk anymore because she can't talk back and even hear what they were saying. She was afraid to lose them.
America,one if Philipa's enemy before,knows sign language. So he taught Philipa. After that they can talk easily. When America was about to teach Philipa's other friends, he saw all of them talking that there is no hope for them to communicate with her so they started to seperate with her. Philipa was so sad that she thought she has no one to talk to anymore.
America saw her crying at the garden of her house. When she saw him she ran away but her legs were weak so America was able to caught up to her. He hugged her tightly like he doesn't want to let go. Philipa was crying on his t-shirt thinking that he'll just go away like her other friends "I'm sorry...." Philipa was shocked when she heared America. She tapped his sholder and America stop hugging her. She gestured that she can hear him. America was shocked and said "You...can hear me?" Philipa nodded. They wentto Philipa's house and told it to her brothers. They were shocked and they asked if Philipa can hear them. Philipa can't hear them for some reason. America then tried her other friends who left her. Ar first they didn't believe but when Philipa did show them they believed and started to say random words. But sadly Philipa can't hear anything that they were saying. Her friends went away thinking that they were lying
America talks to Philipa but it's a test how high or low can Philipa hear his voice. America was suprised when she can hear his heartbeat. He thinks that she can only hear him. A year has passed. Philipa's brothers has been distant to her. She feels lonely at home but when she is with America she feels safe and that there is someone with her.
But it wasn't enough to make her happy... She hurt herself when she thinks nobody cares about her anymore She hate herself She wants to die
