we are better than this...(Amephil)

the destructive trio is back

Philippines pov:

"Philip?" I heard America called out to me, I was at the meeting table writing something down "yes Ame?" I reply back to him "have you ever notice something weird?" he said sitting next to me I looked at him in a confused face "what weird?" I asked.

he shrugged crossing his arms "I dunno is it weird you've been colonized by a person who's been colonized before?" he asked quite nervously I looked at him again but I chuckled...

 I sat my quill down and gave him my full attention "I mean yes? but at the same time no" I answered him "how so?" I only looked away from him thinking about what answer I should give...

"I mean being colonized doesn't mean your weak and you showed that when you fought for your independence and you got it" I smiled at him "my people always dream about being free when empire Spain colonized me he may have given me a little bit of culture but He gave us a hell to endure" I answered honestly "do you hate him?" he asked slowly .

"Oh definitely," I said truthfully "but Spain, his son...is quite nice he may be prideful and ignorant but his the only person that I like," I said remembering Spain and me being stupid to one another but for some reason, I frowned "but his very loyal to his father I may like him but I don't trust him..." I said

he was silent for a moment I looked at him worriedly "did I say something wrong?" I said worriedly he looked at me fastly "no--I mean I was about to ask you this but do you...hate me" he said slowly at the end...

I sigh I look down on what I wrote "at first yes when you lied about me giving independence" I saw him looked away for a bit "but at the same time I don't" he looked at me surprised "but I colonized you..." he said to me I giggled a bit "I mean you did kill a lot of my people when we're at war" I said quietly "but I did the same to you I'm not the innocent one nobody is in this godforsaken time" I said sadly...

 "I have innocent blood in my hands before as well and you did too so we're both at fault here..." he only chuckled "were fucked up are we?" I smiled back at him "I mean who isn't?" I replied earning a laugh out of him but he stopped for a moment...

"but really Philip..." he said to me looking at me with a warm smile

"are you scared of something other than us?"

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I jolted up when I heard an announcement 

"all passengers we are here at our destination"

I groaned tiredly I looked at Maria again who is still asleep peacefully I looked at the window seeing were finally landing on the main Canadian airport...