We're better off like this [Countryhumans AMEPHIL]

🔞💔You're Gonna Give Me Sleepless Nights

Philippines:

It was all over. All sessions of toying and tormenting is finally over. As soon as I had closed the door, I immediately broke down, tears falling again.

I did this because I wanted it, but, I tried my best not to flinch nor show any weakness as I look at him, suffering in my own hands.

I should feel nothing about it but, my love for him only made me pity him. I never wanted to hurt him because I don't want him to.

I want to see him, all confident, striking, charming, and brave in my eyes.

I regret doing this, and I will never regret myself if I ever ruin him.

After all the wave of negative emotions, I wiped my tears, breath in and out, and went on my way to the kitchen when I saw someone on the living room.

"Andito ka na pala." (You're here)

"Oo . At kitang-kita ko lahat ng ginawa mo." (Yes, and I saw everything you did.)

Martial coldly said as he put down the newspaper he's reading and stood up.

"Kung ganon, alam mo na kung bakit ko ginawa ito."(In that case, you already know why I did that.)

"Philip, ano sa tingin mo yung pinagagawa mo?" (What do you think were you even doing?)

"Isang bagay na dapat matagal ko nang ginawa." (Something I should've done before.)

"HOY!! Makinig ka. Kahit galit tayo sa hayop na yan, hindi mo maaring gawin sa kanya yung mga pinag-gagawa mo-" (HEY!! Listen. No matter how mad are we with that stupid animal, you can never do something like tha-)

"BAKIT KUYA?? DIBA GUSTO MO RIN GAWIN TO? DIBA GUSTO MO RIN SYA SAKTAN GAYA NG GINAWA KO!!?" (WHY, BROTHER? ISNT THIS WHAT YOU WANTED TOO? ISN'T IT THAT YOU WANTED TO HURT HIM TOO JUST LIKE WHAT I DID?

"OO, PERO WAG KANG TANGA, PHILIP!!! HINDI MO SYA MAARING SAKTAN DAHIL AYOKONG IPAHAMAK MO ANG SARILI MO. AKO LANG DAPAT ANG GAGAWA NIYAN SA KANYA!!!" (YES, BUT DON'T BE STUPID, PHILIP!!! YOU CAN'T HURT HIM BECAUSE I DON'T WANT YOU TO PUT YOURSELF IN DANGER. I SHOULD BE THE ONLY ONE TO DO THAT TO HIM.)

"HINDI KUYA!! NAGKAKAMALI KA!! OO GUSTO MO IPAGHIGANTI YUNG BAYAN NATIN PERO ALAM KO NA MAY MAS MALALIM PA NA DAHILAN." (NO, BROTHER!! YOU'RE WRONG!! YES, YOU WANTED TO AVENGE OUR COUNTRY BUT I KNOW THERE'S A DEEPER REASON.)

"Anong ibig mong sabihin?" (What do you mean?)

"Akala mo hindi ko alam? AKALA MO HINDI KO ALAM KUNG ANONG NANGYARI NUNG GABING YON?" (You think I don't know? YOU THINK I DON'T WHAT HAPPENED THAT NIGHT.)

I literally shouted as I showed him his notebook, which made him flinch.

"DIBA SINABIHAN NA KITANG HWAG NA HUWAG MONG GAGALAWING ANG MGA GAMIT KO?" (HAVEN'T I TOLD YOU NOT TO TOUCH MY STUFF?)

"BAKIT KUYA!?? TAKOT KA BANG MAIBUNYAG ANG MGA SIKRETO MO?" (WHY, BROTHER? ARE YOU AFRAID THAT YOU SECRETS WILL BE REVEALED?)

He froze for a second, but he's quick at turning his terrified state into rage.

"AKIN NA YAN!!!" (GIVE ME THAT) he shouted as he swiped the notebook in my hand and ripped it a couple of times then thrown in in the floor.

"Masaya ka na? Masaya ka na na alam mo na lahat ng sikreto ko? MASAYA KA NA!!??" (Are you happy now? Are you happy now that you know all my secrets? ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?)