Celeste Yu

Sooooo I decided to convert my original short story to Chaelisa. It’s a straight fic then so if you find unedited he,him,his pronouns, then I’m sorry haha. But I hope u like it tho. 

Thinking abt converting my short story to Chaelisa but it’s not entirely abt romance — it’s abt finding oneself, accepting truths, letting go, finding love in its different forms and above all, experiencing freedom.
          

First day of law school tomorrow! (or later haha since its alrdy 12mid) . Alrdy read 5 articles and 3 sections so i can have something for the professors (who are distinguished lawyers and judges, omg). I honestly dont know what to expect except I want to make it through this semester come heaven or hell. I am a working student and it's hard to pay for the tuition so I WILL MAKE SURE I WILL PASS. Anyhow,  consider this my long pause with wattpad huhu. I'll miss reading fanfics. Camren and Chaelisa will always always always have my heart and my love. Maybe I'll visit every now and then but surely it won't be the same anymore. Just yesterday,  I couldn't finish two chapters bc my mind stayed where it was last reading the constitution.
          
          But even with my now busy sched, pls alert me when The Only (chaelisa ff) gets updated like pls pls pls. I need that ff to thrive and finish.
          
          See ya soon! Mwah! 
          
          XOXO,
          CELESTE 

Okay so something funny and almost embarrassing happened to me at the mall. Here’s what... Sharing the same sentiments before about porn - of how majority of it is enjoyed by men and very few videos show GENUINE female passion and orgasm, my friend found this channel and it has a video that really showed the authenticity of the actress in achieving her female sexual ecstasy. So I watched it and after a few minutes, I decided it’s time to prepare to run my errands at the mall. I closed my phone but I haven’t closed the tab  coz I’m careless like that (also,I don’t watch porn much to automatically close my tabs).
          Now, I went to this store and bought earphones. At the cashier, the girl asked me to try it on my phone if it works. So I did. And when I opened my phone, it immediately went to the p**nhub tab I forgot to close and almost played the video  the girl saw my phone and gave me a smirk . I gave her back the earphones and although I was dying inside, I smirked at her and winked back.  Once outside, I managed to finally let out a laugh. Good thing she’s a good sport tho. I was embarrassed af but it was hella funny too. 

Excited and happy to share that I got admitted for law school today. 
          It’s funny coz it’s the first email I read after being shit-faced drunk last night.  I was really stressed bc of work and anxious for the admission result so I bought two bottles of rum and drank with my mates (co-firemen) after the shift. But hey hey, it’s good now! I was so happy when I opened the email that I nearly vomited again hahahaha 

Can I just say that Lisa looks like Rosie at that Bvlgari event? It’s what we say here in our country, “when a couple are so in love and have been together for a long time, they end up looking like each other.” My sister and her husband and my brothers and their wives are like that too. My mama and papa and my other sis and her husband aren’t and I know why HAHAHA

Okay so, I finally finished polishing my law school application letter and I wanna thank @DreamofShadows for recommending me fics specifically “Like a Forest Fire”. I already read the original version of it as Camren (Camila Cabello and Lauren Jauregui of 5H) but it was a long time ago and I never knew I needed the words written in it until these days of finding a more intentional and purposeful path in my career. I needed to read it again. So I wanna thank also the one who converted it and ofc the original author, Blake. Buddy, I miss your writing and I hope you come back and finish A Sum of Small Things.
          
          I never thought I’d see the day I get to finish my letter hahahaha. I have been nowhere these past few weeks yearning to find inspiration to write it. So DO NOT EVER TELL ME FANFICTIONS AREN’T HELPFUL. They helped me accept myself and wow helped me with my career too. Shoutout to all authors out there! Keep writing! You never know who needs to read what you write. I love you ❤️

I’m freaking out. Over my law school personal statement letter. 

Okay so after 3 YEARS of thinking and evaluating, I finally decided to enroll for law school. I might give up my time reading wattpad now since I know this will take up most of my time and I’d probably read TONS of “lawyer books”haha. I’ve been here since my 2018 gay internal homophobia era and the people here esp the Camren shippers (also in Tumblr) helped me understand and accept myself. So wattpad really is close to my heart. I’ve learned a lot here tbh. I’ve got two more months tho before classes start so I am gonna read my heart out. I have read the best Camren fics out there so I am asking you to drop the BEST CHAELISA fics you’ve read thus far. Just no BDSM and sexual harassment and rape themes coz it’s my trigger. Thank you.  Also, It’s happy ten years of chaelisa yesterday