i just realized...theres a lot of people who have liked me for my bad looks...
they were attracted to me without knowing how unstable i was. and once i showed it it seemed like they didn't like me much anymore
so i got a message from someone asking about carlos...he's uhhh...his parents weren't exactly the best...and I couldn't help because I was fucking stupid and didn't know....but I found out he committed and Im still upset about it...his bf told me about it and yeah...uhh...carlos if you're seeing this from hell hey dude hope to see you soon...and yes i said hell cuz we both know you didn't make it to the clouds...miss you bud....
me:on a call with friends:i cant be flustered
friend who has flustered me more then once:well lets see these direct messages seem to-
me:AH! NO! BAD NO! BAD FRIEND! NO!
i wont be online for a bit
and for those of you who have me on discord i wont be there either
my mom took my phone away and rn I'm on my computer
but knowing my mom she'll take this away to
whats the worst thing youve been called and by who....
for me. sl*t and cum dump. by my friend an another friend who I call my cellmate....don't question the stuff we talk about
me before:ok im not a bottom i act like it but no
me now:*talking with a friend*shut the fuck up bottom
friend:no u
me and my friend have spent at least an hour or so calling each other bottom. and then one of our other friends said me and him were the top two subs.
also one of my other friends said I'm now his roommate....well she said cellmate but still. i must trust my cellmate
okok so i thought that Artsylove123 could make me flustered...but the person I'm with now...HOW! she can literally just say "hey babe" and I will be blushing for the next hour or more! i do not understand!