sorry if i use this like twitter, people actually interact here and it makes me feel happy for some reason so that's why..
i went on google and it said i could possibly have PTSD from the earthquake. i woke up twice in 3 hours shaking and in the middle of a panic attack. i stressed myself even more cause i thought it was some aftershocks.
panic attacks are the WORST. i have asthma and i can never breath properly when i cry i always have to catch my breath. the last time i felt genuine fear bcs i thought i was gonna die was when fire started near our old apartment, it was just my mom and i. earthquakes are what im not 100% prepared for, the worst fucking things swarm my mind and i cant think properly. i hate this so much
lesbian movie rec !!! its called "spider lillies" its a 2006 film. its taiwanese, main character is a butch tattoo artist (did i word that correctly?) and the other one is a cam girl.
for me, it was really entertaining. Takeko, (the tattoo artist) makes me flustered alot LOL. (ew wtf) she's like so attractive help me. the actress is Isabella Leong, she's 33 today aaand i was really surprised when i found out the actress isnt fruity.
anyways.... their age gap is what im trying to figure out lol
Isabella gave me the biggest gender envy i have ever experienced in my life.