loppity_lop

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I had a damn stroke trying to recover this account.
          	Hello, and welcome to hell. I’ve changed my name to Zephyr, came out as non-binary, and I am now a high school graduate. I will do my best to try and update and fix things with stories when I find the time cuz I know damn well my old writing prolly sucks ass. I’m gonna go laugh at it after I post this. Anyways, my smart ass self is back on this specific account and I hope you all are doing well.

loppity_lop

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I had a damn stroke trying to recover this account.
          Hello, and welcome to hell. I’ve changed my name to Zephyr, came out as non-binary, and I am now a high school graduate. I will do my best to try and update and fix things with stories when I find the time cuz I know damn well my old writing prolly sucks ass. I’m gonna go laugh at it after I post this. Anyways, my smart ass self is back on this specific account and I hope you all are doing well.

loppity_lop

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Mostly a rant im not forcing you to read I just need to type something to feel better
          
          
          I literally have no idea who will see this (I know followers will see it, its just I dont rememver everyone who does follow me no offense)
          But I like need some help
          I'm having a break down while typing this letter to my mom
          
          I came out to most of my teachers (except one) and theyre all accepting
          
          And theres a possibility one of them could accidentally out me to my parents
          
          Im just so fucking scared about what reactions could be with my parents
          Esp. with my dad, I have no idea where he stands with LGBT topics
          All ive really heard from him are rude comments
          
          I really want to tell them but it is really just starting to hurt
          I think they deserve to know but im afraid they might kick me out or something, even though thats illegal here to kick out a minor like that
          
          I keep on trying to type, and I keep crying
          
          An irl friend suggested taking a break but I just can't stop myself for some reason
          
          
          Idk im just really all out scared and im starting to think about not doing it but I think i should
          
          Okay thanks for reading my rant bai peeps have a good morning/evening/night/afternoon/day