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I miss when this app was entirely free. 

long time, no talk. 

guys :( it’s my 5 year anniversary in two days what the heck... 5 years of writing, hard to believe. maybe this will get me off of this writers block. 

i wanna start writing again, but i can never make something that actually turns out, or i find myself struggling to piece things together to make something good.

i’m so convinced that i’m never going to find a gc because i’m so nervous with letting other people help me, especially in that area, you know? being little is such an intimate thing and i’m so scared of letting it happen. am i crazy for feeling like this?

crying is a huge mood rn. anyway, i miss all of you.

you know, part of me wants a caregiver, and some new part of me wants a little. even though i know i’d be so bad at being a big of any sort.

lemme just try and sleep because i want some snuggles so bad and it’s making me upset hehe

+ double upload because i definitely owe it to you all! 

okay hi! new story alert! i just need some help with it and i’m not sure what i’m doing with it or anything like that, so please help out if you have any ideas!!!!