hi, squish. you might have noticed that i just updated and unpublished again. i'm sorry if i confused you, or made you mad. i'm so sorry. it took me over a month to write 2000 words and it's still the worst thing i have ever written. i'm sorry. i want to write, so so bad. i swear i didn't forget about you. i miss you so bad, god, i wish i could hug you. i'm sorry, please don't hate me. i'll delete the whole chapter and try again tomorrow. please forgive me. please be safe and warm, and take care of yourself.