hi I'm you're local weird genderfluid bean with obsessions over music and books. don't fucking judge. 

Esther: she/her
Elliot: they/them
Eli: he/him


another day, another feeling.
rubbing weary eyes and pushing his glasses up before they fall.
pulling on a uniform that feels wrong, wrong, wrong.

shoved into the wrong skin.
surely this was meant for someone else?
but no, he's trapped again.
and I guess that Eli will just have to wear a skirt today.
at least he's got his blue bracelet.


eyes blink open.
it's another day.
that means another feeling.
sitting on the edge of the bed and putting on socks.

the uniform isn't so bad.
it's just pieces of material after all, isn't it?
wait. did Elliot forget their math homework again?
most likely.
a purple bracelet dances up and down their arm.


pulled out of slumber by cruel beeping.
slamming the alarm and dragging herself out of bed.
stretching arms and pulls on a skirt.
this feels exactly how it should.

a body fit for her.
a place where she belongs.
a pink bracelet sits nicely on her wrist.
it stays for now.

(by @way-squared)

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