~on hiatus until further notice~

i hope that you'll never have draining wrists, or a tangled rope around your neck.

i hope that you'll never have to clasp anyone's draining wrists, or undo the tangled rope that digs into their neck.

i hope that you'll never feel like you have to be

《one with the crowd/every inch, every pound》

°•°•°

black is my favourite colour because it's the deepest shade of every existing bright colour.

capital letters are for narcissists and politicians
-of which i am proud to say i am neither.

(except in books)

and the words that i write tilt mirrors at my soul and light it up in the glowing night sky.

w i t h o u t t h e c r a c k s i n t h e
p a v e m e n t ,
t h e c i t y c o u l d n ' t b r e a t h e

•°•°•

i'm panromantic and asexual- pretty much means that i'm sexually attracted to no one, and romantically attracted to anyone.
so
yup, i probably am kind of desperate.


°•°•°

a happy laugh
arched eyebrows
glossed lips

《 can be beautiful 》

a happy laugh
unruly hair
healing scars

《 can be beautiful 》


•°•°•

trichotillomania- a compulsive desire to pull out one's hair

(can also be classified as stupid, annoying, and something that i'm afflicted with)

i also have bpd (coupled with hallucinations and depersonalisation), ocd, mdd, and add. i am also recovering from an eating disorder.

(borderline personality disorder)
(obsessive compulsive disorder)(i prefer cdo)
(major depressive disorder)
(attention decifit disorder)

yay me!


°•°•°

your skin isn't paper
~don't cut it~

your size isn't a book
~don't judge it~

your life isn't a film
~don't end it~

• you • are • beautiful •

•°•°•

hope
=
hold/on/pain/ends

°•°•°

@nerve-wracking
@Susan-Marie
@thefineideayoucrave

...are all awesome people


•°•°•

(a l e c i a is a pen name
my real name is; never in your wildest dreams)

i run @Project-ED and help out at @TheSafeZone and @no_suicide --please check them all out!
  • the Land of the Long White Cloud
  • JoinedFebruary 25, 2016


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