last year i felt suicidal
this year i might do something different like talking to God more

everybody has a dark side
i feel embarrassed when they see mine

see, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside
that we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies
try to hold it underwater but it always survives
then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise
then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
you don't relate to that? must not be as crazy as i am

every night feel like two weeks
thinkin' 'bout how i coulda done this or done that better
can't help it that's just me
that's just me avoidin' the change
yeah, it's prolly why the issues ain't goin' away
yeah, it's prolly why i always sit around and complain
tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place

please do not provoke, noose around my soul, i cut down a rope
they don't want me happy, they don't want me fixed
they don't want me better, they just want me broke

they want me to beg, they want me to plead, they want me to die
they just want me dead, they just want me hurt
don't want me to live, don't want me alive

pray to God with my arms open
if this is it then i feel hopeless
And i wish i could help
but it's hard when i hate myself

yeah, late nights get the best of me
they know how to get to me
suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
but i don't wanna die, i just wanna get relief

being me can only mean feeling scared to breathe
if you leave me then i'll be afraid of everything

you're too mean, i don't like you, fuck you anyway

sell your soul, not your whole self

she knows what i think about
and what i think about
one love, two mouths
one love, one house
no shirt, no blouse
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