bakubebe17

Don’t know if this matters or if anyone cares about it but I feel kinda proud(?) for myself even though I also hate myself for it. But I ate three whole meals today for the first time in probably a year, so there’s that....

Mxrigxld

IM VERY PROUD OF YOU BEBERS!! THATS VERY GOOD, IM GLAD YOUVE GOTTEN THIS FAR❤️❤️❤️
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SunshineSmiles23

@bakubebe17 I'm proud of you too! Good job!
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bakubebe17

Don’t know if this matters or if anyone cares about it but I feel kinda proud(?) for myself even though I also hate myself for it. But I ate three whole meals today for the first time in probably a year, so there’s that....

Mxrigxld

IM VERY PROUD OF YOU BEBERS!! THATS VERY GOOD, IM GLAD YOUVE GOTTEN THIS FAR❤️❤️❤️
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SunshineSmiles23

@bakubebe17 I'm proud of you too! Good job!
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bakubebe17

According to my mom I missed a few years of my life, cause now I’m apparently an adult. So hi, I’m now an adult.  o_o
          
          WAIT IF SHE SAID IM AN ADULT I COULD TECHNICALLY LEAVE HERE SINCE ID BE OLD ENOUGH. RIGHT??? She said I’m an adult so that means I must be old enough to move out :]

bakubebe17

I’m just gonna start off by saying I’m sorry and major TW
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I wanted to paint with silver originally, thinking it would be nice to try to do and keep me grounded. But the red paint that followed kept me addicted, pulling me back in to paint more and more, no matter how much I wanted to erase the mistakes I’d coated on. 
          
          
          
          I thought I’d found different ways to draw, but I always come back to painting. I’ve tried using markers or crayons, and they kept me interested for a while, but now I’m back to painting. I don’t want to go back to painting, I don’t want to go back to drawing at all. But it’s the only way I can keep myself sane. 

ReallyTiredLol

@bakubebe17 We're here for you and we love you <3 ❤
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-DYNAMOM

@bakubebe17 
            I'm getting the sense that we aren't talking about what it seems are we?
            Hey hun, are you okay?
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hawaiianbastardd

@bakubebe17 honestly, painting>> 
            
            if it's keeping you sane, even more>> ! 
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bakubebe17

I’m not sure if this counts as sad or something, but I’m literally afraid to laugh when either of my parents are home....

LittleMarieSnow

@bakubebe17 I’m sorry you have to go through that. Sounds really uncomfortable 
            :( 
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bakubebe17

@LittleMarieSnow they always stare at me and make fun of the way I talk/laugh. Also, just being in their- mainly my mom’s- presence makes me really nervous and afraid to do anything slightly wrong 
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Demskittlez_Tho

Because sometimes they be like ‘What’s so funny’ and my anxiety goes up for some reason
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bakubebe17

I WANT SHORT HAIR *cries*

WOLFIECHEESE

@bakubebe17 I had short hair once didn’t end well, I grew it out in three years and it went from the top of my neck to my waist so-
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FunGarbage

Ahh that's a mood.. Me too lol 
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KaiLycan9

@bakubebe17 yeah, thanks. I'd tell you but I know these can be seen by more than one person, lol. If you wanna talk elsewhere, we can. We could see what socials we share. Only if you want to. It be nice to have another friend anyway
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bakubebe17

Just because I’m not the height I thought I was (six foot) doesn’t make me any less intimidating. I may be shorter than I thought but I can still punt anyone across a sandbox if they say I’m not intimidating. Cause I’m big scary. Yup, mhmm. *insert big intimidating emoji for proof*

WOLFIECHEESE

this message may be offensive
@bakubebe17 I’m not tiny I’m not tall, but my sisters four inches taller than me and that pisses me off on a molecular level- I felt like that was the right thing to say even though it’s probably weird as fuck
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personal_battle

@bakubebe17 
            // *Le gasp* MWHAHAHAHAAH- *tiny intimidating energy*
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bakubebe17

@personal_battle I ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR INTIMIDATING-NESS
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