Upsidedown_emi

What even is the point of living anymore. 

Paulaxhrtm

@ Upsidedown_emi  @Upsidedown_emi
          	  Hi, well I am really bad at this so don't judge my language please. I just want to tell you that, I agree with you some people on this page are just disrespectful and selfish. And I really really understand what you feel like. In the moment I have the same problem as you fo everyday is filled with stress and pain. It doesn't feel like I am alive anymore. But dear emi (?) you should know that I and many more people (for example others who commented) are there for you. You are such an inspiration to me. Your writing is very good and i bet for everything I have that you are a great human being. I know that might not cheer you up or help you. I feel your situation and I'd like to tell you that you should just take your time and ignore all of this toxic people. You are great, and you will get better. I pray for that, so if you want to get loss of your stress pain or whatever just text me or sombody. I appreciate your human being, your existence❤️
          	  -Paula
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Upsidedown_emi

@elevenpluseggos  i just really don't see the point anymore, and there may be alot of reasons to live but i can't see them. They are probably not for me. ❤
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elevenpluseggos

@Upsidedown_emi i’m always here for you, there’s so many reason to live! ❤️ message me on instagram if you ever need me, it’s @erinmain_
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Upsidedown_emi

What even is the point of living anymore. 

Paulaxhrtm

@ Upsidedown_emi  @Upsidedown_emi
            Hi, well I am really bad at this so don't judge my language please. I just want to tell you that, I agree with you some people on this page are just disrespectful and selfish. And I really really understand what you feel like. In the moment I have the same problem as you fo everyday is filled with stress and pain. It doesn't feel like I am alive anymore. But dear emi (?) you should know that I and many more people (for example others who commented) are there for you. You are such an inspiration to me. Your writing is very good and i bet for everything I have that you are a great human being. I know that might not cheer you up or help you. I feel your situation and I'd like to tell you that you should just take your time and ignore all of this toxic people. You are great, and you will get better. I pray for that, so if you want to get loss of your stress pain or whatever just text me or sombody. I appreciate your human being, your existence❤️
            -Paula
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Upsidedown_emi

@elevenpluseggos  i just really don't see the point anymore, and there may be alot of reasons to live but i can't see them. They are probably not for me. ❤
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elevenpluseggos

@Upsidedown_emi i’m always here for you, there’s so many reason to live! ❤️ message me on instagram if you ever need me, it’s @erinmain_
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Upsidedown_emi

18 years ago, 3,000 people would be spending their last night with their families. 
          
          We will never forget all of the lives we lost on 9/11, 2001. We will always remember. 9/11 will NEVER be forgotten, and neither will the 3,000 people who died. 
          
          When i visited the 9/11 museum in New York, i completely lost it. I cried throughout the whole museum. Luckily, they had tissues everywhere. 

Upsidedown_emi

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I don't people understand how damn hard it is, to get up in the morning, when all you want is to be gone. 
          And doing EVERYTHING you have to do. Homework, college, pay attention in class when all you want is to go to sleep and never wake up again, fake a smile at everyone walking by you so they don't see your tears. 
          
          And on top of it all, feeling like you are not good enough or don't deserve to live in this world. You feel confused, anxious, stressed and depressed all the time. 
          
          That's how i feel every single day. These are just some of the things that happen in ONE day. It is so fucking exhausting. I try my best, by i don't know how much longer i can keep going. 

Australia1997

@Upsidedown_emi you going to think this sounds crazy. I have felt like that for the last ten years of my life. Am 21 years old, its a horrible feeling but i just pretend and pretend. No one can make it better for you sadly. Though my fake smile and pretending to be happy is slowly be showed. I look like a normal happy 21 year old, always so happy but inside am crying, am sad, am depressed and unhappy. I dont know why. I feel your pain and sadness as i read these words. I can lie and tell it gets better in time but it really doesnt. 
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Upsidedown_emi

And feeling like you don't have a future at all. You don't even know if you want a future or not. 
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Upsidedown_emi

I have been fighting so hard my entire life, and i honestly don't want to keep going. There comes a point when you have finally had enough.