Turtwig19

It's both the best and worst feeling to write chapters when you're supposed to be asleep. But since i fell behind, i consider it worth to sacrifice my sleep for giving yall something new from The Pokeband.
          	
          	Thanks to everyone Reading it and still supporting it. 

Carnivore5

@Turtwig19 funny. I usually read when I’m supposed to be asleep
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Turtwig19

It's both the best and worst feeling to write chapters when you're supposed to be asleep. But since i fell behind, i consider it worth to sacrifice my sleep for giving yall something new from The Pokeband.
          
          Thanks to everyone Reading it and still supporting it. 

Carnivore5

@Turtwig19 funny. I usually read when I’m supposed to be asleep
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Turtwig19

This is frustrating and annoying.
          
          I've lost much previous inspiration to write, i feel more exhausted than before, my brain goes into overload because i can't think straight, and i don't know what to do. I want to write but turns too lazy to do so. I want to get out of this torture but can't find the way.
          
          And i can't visit anyone or anything because of virus. Nice time isn't it? 

Turtwig19

@ScribbleKingdom  issue is that i have No proper friends in my home country. Therefore hangouts are pointless.
            
            And it's further issues caused by the fact that my brain seases to function. It thinks on things that have nothing with reality to do. It takes previous knowledge and messes me up.
            
            So i don't have much i can do to get out of the torture 
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ScribbleKingdom

@Turtwig19 I feel you there.  Not being able to go anywhere or see my friends has taken a toll on my mental state.  And (at least in my country) the fact that I have to do it for yet another month doesn't help either.
            
            Try and schedule virtual hangouts with your friends!!  It might help your sanity levels a bit (they did for mine XD).  But don't feel pressure to write if you don't have any motivation for it.  It'll make you more tired.
            
            And definitely, these are nice times (note heavy sarcasm)
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Turtwig19

Valuable. What Makes some People valuable.
          
          That is interesting to think about. Cause what does one personally feel makes People valuable? Certain qualities? Certain traits?
          
          I can think, but not answer. Then again. There's always something that makes someone valuable to you. 

Carnivore5

@Turtwig19 everyone is valuable. There is no such thing as a person with no value. Value is imaginary, so some people are imagined to be more valuable than others, but we all start in the same place and we all end in the same place, so no one is worth more or less than another
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1-800-FuckYouNext

Hey buddy,
          I love you so much, im sorry i havent been there for anyone and that does make me a bad friend and im ashamed of it but i just cant seem to get anytime even to myself...
          I really care about you turty, please stay safe and take care bb, love ya

Turtwig19

This is important. 
          
          People, last week has not been good in terms of my mental health. And i feel like i need to tell yall how things have turned after i took a bunch of tests. I'm afraid, of something. Something a bit alarming. 
          
          But if time is not on your side to hear something a bit dramatic and scary, i understand if you back out. What i found out is not for the faint of hearts to hear. 
          
          I'm saying this not for attention, i need someone to know what is going on. Instead of doing something stupid which may provoke another type of reaction, i feel the need to put your words to the test, i've been told many times that people will be there if i need it, now is the time to show it. But, don't feel like you have to, this is only for those who really want to know, and possibly help. I will publish what i found out in my real life story book, so those who want to know, await it to have four chapters out. 
          
          My trust and hope lies in you all. Stay safe in these dark corona times, and don't ever give up hope, it will all be over sometime.

kedragneel

It probably won’t do you any good to keep it locked up. I’m willing to hear you out :)
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Turtwig19

I swear, Twitter turns out to be quite a bad place when ignorance prevails over facts. 

Turtwig19

@kedragneel  and that's what made it quite bad. But regardless, it's only minor. I got over it after eating properly. 
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kedragneel

@Turtwig19 everyone’s a critic. Some people never change regardless of the facts
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Turtwig19

@kedragneel  meh, it's to be expected when the turd thinks that Michael jackson was something he wasn't.
            
            Whereas i defended The King Of Pop, and due to a late tweet of mine that included the fact that Michael jackson is innocent, he took my heartbreak for the guy's death, which was wrong. 
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Turtwig19

Urgh. I hate arguments, i hate bad inspiration, i hate bad days, and i hate these damned stomach aching moments.
          
          The psyche is struggling. And making the mood worse