Hi my name is actually storm, 
I like art,music,reading,
I have deppresion and I'm suicidal
I don't really have any real life friends
Because they end up ignoring me in the end, and now I'm questioning if I should even live anymore because now I'm just slowing everyone down and now I'm going alone again and all the fake smiles and pretending to be okay...its starting to hurt but the only escape from life is death,
don't hate comment please I already have low self esteem and even that's fading away.
And you will learn I'm very fucked up to the point where people think I'm crazy, I depend more on other peoples judgement more then my own the one exception to that is if you hate gay people, because I hate people like that to the point I rage about it, you don't know all gay people so it is rude to judge someone for being gay because being gay is not a curse it is a blessing.
If you swear I don't care,
If you fight I'm alright,
If you die ima cry
Me and my girlfriend broke up, most of my 'friends' hate me because they think I broke up with her and I just fell deeper into my depression and I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore and I'm questioning why im here and the meaning of my worthless life and wondering if I should just give up on everything 'cause I have no 'friends' and my family hates me for having a girlfriend and being trans and I'm getting bullied to this day I'm hated by my own family for being trans

Don't forget fake smiles start to hurt after a while and we can't fake it forever

See the girl you called fat? She's overdosing on diet pills.
The girl you just called ugly? She spends hours putting on makeup, hoping that will like her.
The boy you just tripped? He is abused enough at home.
See the man with ugly scars? He fought for his country.
The guy you just made fun of for crying? His mother is dieing.
  • Some where in my own personal Hell
  • JoinedJuly 15, 2019

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