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naurrrr, me genuinely crying over being unfollowed by this girl I’m friends with is crazyyyy. Like Idk why, but I genuinely thought that me and her were actually good enough friends to stay close after we graduated, cuz for fucks sake we literally have weird adventures together and have gone on the most randomest side quests ever . And ig to rub salt in the wound, I was trying to make an album in my photos of me and my friends, and I came across this video of me and her being lost on the streets after ditching school together and hopping on a random bus without knowing how busses worked. Even tho the video was 10+ mins long, I watched it all and actually had a good time looking back on it…heck I even showed my twin the video and told her that this is one of those girls I loved hecka in my class.  Tragic how I just feel stupid now, cuz she frl unfollowed me later on in the day :/ . But who cares ig, at least I never followed  3000+ people and then unfollowed them when I reached 1000 followers .

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naurrrr, me genuinely crying over being unfollowed by this girl I’m friends with is crazyyyy. Like Idk why, but I genuinely thought that me and her were actually good enough friends to stay close after we graduated, cuz for fucks sake we literally have weird adventures together and have gone on the most randomest side quests ever . And ig to rub salt in the wound, I was trying to make an album in my photos of me and my friends, and I came across this video of me and her being lost on the streets after ditching school together and hopping on a random bus without knowing how busses worked. Even tho the video was 10+ mins long, I watched it all and actually had a good time looking back on it…heck I even showed my twin the video and told her that this is one of those girls I loved hecka in my class.  Tragic how I just feel stupid now, cuz she frl unfollowed me later on in the day :/ . But who cares ig, at least I never followed  3000+ people and then unfollowed them when I reached 1000 followers .

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I just graduated highschool at 16!! Can u believe it?! Now I’m a loser adult with absolutely nothing going for them . Like there’s a limit to what you can do when u graduate at 16. I can’t go in most places or do most things, so rn I’m just a jobless loser couch surfing my parents’ couch. Even worse, I’m a GAY COUCH SURFERR!! I feel like I wasted the gay potential in me, cuz usually gays are in the move after highschool, but here I am just eating and shitting like a toddler. Life needs to give me a job or sum

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OKAY! so I have been seeing WAYYYYY too much jojo on my fyp lately, and it honestly got me thinking, “why is she like tf is she like that?” ? Like I’m honestly too traumatized to even hear her name, let alone read it!! It honestly gave me Jojophobia, and I blame her for my heart pronlems atp !! Anyways, back to the topic.. I  went into a deep dive on her and tried to focus on reasons why she is terrorizing not only me, but other sapphics with her grinding and dancing all over social media. I’ve noticed that she has defended groomers and has practically no friends her age, it broke my heart a little honestly and pissed me off, but it kinda enlightened me that maybe the hate is a little too excessive. Like a huge naurrr on the defending groomers like Miranda Sings, but it does kinda give us a little window into the way she grew up. She was only ever raised in the industry and only ever hung out with adults that she met (like ukulele girl), so that’s why she thinks it’s normal for an adult woman to be befriending children like that!! She is a part of the children being befriended by adults!! She practically had her childhood taken away from her, and that’s probably why she acts like that. She doesn’t know how to function like a regular person because she never got the chance to grow up with kids her own age!! Homegirl just needs a little humbling and jail time, but ye! And another thing I think of is that she watched way too many hey mamas videos and now she has the same exact mindset: 30yr old lesbian who thinks she can act and dress like an obnoxious teenage boy! I say all this, but I frl would punch Jojo Siwa in the face if I ever go to America again. Also she shouldn’t be abusing children like Abby did in dance moms

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ohhhhhh but ye, this was just to say we should be a little sympathetic to her, but I still don’t like her, cuz she be too old to be acting like that 
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naurrr cuz “the other woman” syndrome I’ve been having is so NOT IT!! Like idk why, but my ex still thinks it’s cute to be all toxic and stuff. She knows I love her, but she likes to test and push my limits as if I was some type of rat in a lab. Today she watched my close friends, and my new (very hot) friend posted the two of us to that lipstick trend, and ig my ex saw it and took it as an okay to make out with her bf infront of my car!! Like all I wanted to do was pick up my sister and go home, but I look up and see her, her bf, and my sister walking up to my car like some weird ahh squad! My sister told me that she (my ex) practically dragged along both my sister and her (my ex) current bf over to my car to drop her off! And the audacity to say hi too, and stand there as we were driving away is CRAZYYY!! and I know for a fact it’s probably about that story, cuz she’s always complaining abt me and random girls or boys that she doesn’t know, when I post abt them. It was literally just my friend wanting to do a trend for shits and giggles!! I’m frl in love with my ex, and the way she just does shii like that just makes me so frustrated!! It was really hot when she was jealous before cuz we were exclusive, but as of rn it hurts, especially when she is always posting someone else and kissing him while also coming back to me to complain abt him. poor guy deserves better tbh.

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My friend ong is a virgin, but she’s acting like she had sex to be cool and is literally virgin shaming everyone cuz she thinks she’s that bitch. I like my friend, and really do care for her, but she needs to quit that shii cuz it’s getting kinda embarrassing. All the non virgin kids in my class have literally started talking about how she a liar and what not, and rumors are starting to spread like butter on toast. I never really called her out on it and have just been pretending to be curious and whatnot, but it’s hard to be serious when u know someone is lying and making shii up. Like she frl did not know what a vigina was last year and had to have “the talk” with a counselor because she was confused about cum and asked another kid about it. Plus I HIGHLY doubt that 2 fourth graders could consensually have sex like she claims they did. Honestly wanna go back to when we were taking our rice purity tests and act like I got a 98, so she knows she didn’t have to fudge the answers. I honestly am stuck on whether I should tell her that ppl are talking shii abt her and that noone believes or just leaving her be and letting her find out herself. Cuz honestly, she spent the whole highschool slut shaming me for having sex with this one girl, and now here she is bragging abt having sex 5 times between the fourth and fifth grade? Crazy. Plus now she not even slut shaming me, she virgin shaming me in a way too! She knows I’m not a virgin, but her ass is making fun of me for only having sex a decent amount of times with that one girl. Calling me inexperienced, she lucky I don’t call her a liar like everyone else is. And now writing this, I’m starting to realize we lowkey ain’t friends anymore 

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Naurrr my teacher is a shii bag liarrrrrrr!! She had me believing I was 5’9 for so long, cuz her ass was allegedly 5’6!! I’m way taller than her, so when I questioned it, she told me I was probably just one of those tall freaks or whatever and was 5’9!! I knew that woman couldn’t be 5’6, but ig if it meant I was 5’9, then I’d be okay!!! that was until I went for a check up this week at the doctorssssss. Literally weighed myself, checked my height, and did the usual things before checking on my heart or whatevr. Anyways, I saw my paper and it said I was 5’7!!!! LIKE AINT NO FCKING WAYYYY. That lady gaslit me!! I gaslit myself too atp!! I’m like overly disappointed rn, but it makes me feel better knowing that I’m not overly tall like everyone says, I’m just regular height and they’re just short haters 

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After a traumatic near death experience at the hands of my own classmate and a heart defect, I have decided to turn over a new leaf and pray the gay away. It’s really hard for me to come to terms with the fact that I even condoned in such sinful activities like gayism, but finally I am free. Thank the lord that I am starting on a new path, and straying away from all homosexual tendencies that the devil has influenced me to follow, this is anti social club signing off.
          
          
          If I wrote some dumb shii like that and meant it, I pray that someone does shoot me. Anyways, today I’m back with another rant about my almost comical life. Like I genuinely almost DIED twice this week!! Firstly because of an undiscovered heart defect, I only noticed it when my heart just kept pumping really fast and I suddenly always felt faint. The shii was worrisome, but kept it to myself until I fainted and had to be dragged to get checked. Honestly, had my whole friend group worried about me, but it makes sense now to them cuz I’ve been low energy lately. And secondly, I almost died cuz this girl who was twice my weight sat on my back and cracked a rib!! Ong idek how that could happen, but it did!! She wanted to be funny cuz I wanted to be a cutie patootie and take a nap on the floor, and apparently it was funny content for her instagram. I really could not breathe, the pressure she was applying at the shear force of “sitting” was insane. And I say sitting in quotation, because she told me she sat on my back, but playing back the video she was actually kneeling with both knees on my lower and upper back. I did manage to roll over and get her off, but because I was dizzy and still on verge of passing out, she rolled me back over and straddled my back, whilst whispering shii to my face. And let me tell you, I could kinda breathe while she straddled me, but the fact that her breath stank and she was full blown talking into my nostril triggered my gag reflex and I couldn’t breathe.

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My bestfriends came in and noticed that my face was all red and that I looked really bad, so they ran up to her and shoved her off. She was laughing and saying how great it’ll be to see me with another school viral video, but ong I woulda beaten her up if I had the strength too. My friends were really pissed at both me and her for our stupidity, cuz obviously you should not sit on someone’s upper back if your 2x their weight, and mad at me because I didn’t want to hurt her feelings and call her heavy, so I sat their struggling for however long i was there. My parents did later find out about it cuz I was, and still am, trying to catch my breath and calm my heart rate. They took me to the hospital and found that I did have some bruising on my rib because I cracked one on my left. The doctors frl were concerned and asked me how that happened, so I showed them the video, and my parents frl wanted to sue the school cuz the video made them look stupid. I told them we were just horsing sround cuz lord knows they’d make me go from most liked kid, to hated kid LOL. Anyways, that’s the rant. If I stop posting, then on word I prolly died.
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Yall, that girl I fell for from my new school is NOT it . Like I was seriously into her!! I wanted to at least try to still be together after grad if I finally managed to get past the talking stage, but at this point I kinda hope I never see her again! Like she’s so pretty, and ig that really distracted me from the fact she’s a HUGE red flag. 
          
          For context, my highschool has a big campus where they built two other buildings for middle schoolers and kindergarteners, and we’re practically one joint academy. In our school, we have this autistic boy who is very sensitive to simple things like sound and touch, and his speech is also kinda lacking but he’s a very sweet boy. Anyways, some kids in the highschool have made it into a game to sneak to the elementary kids building and pick on that boy to see who makes him cry first. I was honestly horrified by it, and I made sure to be with him a lot and claimed him as my cousin. And not to boast but I’m kinda popular, so it really did help that people didn’t wanna bully him when his cool “cousin” was around. One day, the whole school was having a sports day cause we were done with midterms, but I had to go talk to my teacher cause she wanted to convert me into a christian so I was kinda side tracked and forgot all abt my bestie (he calls me that, and he likes when I call him that.). I guess I was gone for an hour, but by the time I went back to the highschool building, I saw my bestie in the classroom crying and screaming at a group of laughing girls. I went into the room and I saw her, the girl I liked, bullying him with her friends.

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He’s sensitive to certain sounds. One of them being erasing the chalk board, so they were doing that. He also LOVES cars, talks about them all the time, even had a little folder where he drew all his little car parts and his fav cars. It’s so adorable, but when I came into that classroom they were making fun of his drawings and purposefully calling them the wrong names cause he hates it. Plus they made fun of his speech, it REALLY set me off. I went in their and grabbed his stuff and told them they weren’t funny. The girl that I liked was confused and her only defense was, “it’s not like he’s your real cousin”, but it made me more mad that she thought I was only upset because I considered him my fake cousin!! Cuz literally like a normal fucking person I was mad because she even made fun if him the first place! And the fact that it was her AND other girls who are literally too fucking old to be doing this to an actual kid. Like be so frl. I always made sure to be near my bestie after that. That girl I liked, I barely even talk to her anymore, but because she’s a classmate and fate hates me, I have to talk to her when doing group projects. literally needa take me a highset and just vanish
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I think the me going by "they/them" pronouns  phase has finally come to an end. And no, I'm not saying that being gender neutral is a "phase" for all of us, because some of us really do identify that way, and it's okay. I'm just saying that it was a phase for me. I guess I didn't like identifying with my og gender because everyone was either against it, or because being gender neutral was like a trend to many ppl during the time I went into my journey of self discovery. I guess I thought because everyone else was making being gender neutral one of the biggest things about being gay, I decided that in order to prove my homo status I needed to be that, so I identified as it. Like I'm pretty masculine, but I'm also very feminine, so I thought that qualified me to be gender neutral. As time went on, I realized that ppl calling me "she/her" really did not bother me at all. Like most ppl who are gender neutral (even closeted) would be at least slightly bothered with being misgendered, but I was vibing with it. I lowkey felt like a girl, and I guess as I got older I became more proud of being one. I took a look at myself in the mirror and I did NOT see someone who was gender neutral, I just saw a girl who was finally comfortable in her own skin. I'm finally over the whole you have to be gender neutral to be gay thing that the ppl around me had me believing, and now I know that u can just be any type of gay, with any type of gender. Be gay in ur own way, and be it proudly. Literally much love to the gender neutral part of the fruit flag for accepting me as ur own, I love y'all tbh.