Hey you guys. Thanks for visiting my profile. It's been a couple of years now since I was last updated any of these books/my fanfictions. I'm 17 now and wrote these when I was like, 13? I know, shocker. I wanted to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart because when I think of Wattpad, I think of all the support I got. The friends I made and the passion it gave me to write. I don't know if I'll ever come back. I don't know if I want too, but I wanted to post this note on my page for you guys to read up on. I cannot thank you enough - for everything. 
When I made this account, and during my time using it, I was in such a bad place. I was so toxic, so insecure - and Wattpad really (despite the good things) reminds me this time in my life. It's such a shame and something I've tried so hard to move past from but the reason I've stayed away from this site is because that terrible energy still remains. I still get bad vibes. And it's none of you guys' fault. I know for years now you have been begging me to update, and if I could get around to doing that one day - I'd feel so happy. But now isn't the time. I hope that one day I can make a return and not let the bad things I done in the past drag me down but that day is not today. Once again thank you all for your comments and messages.
If anyone's interested,
I don't watch Dan and Phil anymore, I'm still a Larry shipper, still a HSM fan, not a 5SOS fan but still very very in love with the happiness all these things gave me in the past. All the good memories. It's crazy how things can change.
I always used to focus on character development in my stories, and now, looking back I'd like to think the most character progress that I've made is on myself. I can happily say I'm not the same person I was back in 2013, 2014 and 2015. And I am so grateful. Once again - thank you. Thank you all so much. If you ever wanna chat you can reach me on my socials :)
Twitter: @RachelDefty
Instagram: @racheldefty
I love you all
- R x
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