I want to thank all of my readers for their kindness and patience. I have updated Bound by Love and promise to finish it.
As you may remember, my father passed away a couple years ago. What I didn’t say, was that I found out he did terrible things. Devastating things. Truly horrible and evil things.
What do you do with your anger when the person who deserves your wrath is dead?
What do you do with the guilt you feel that you didn’t know what was happening? That you didn’t protect those that were vulnerable and defenseless from a monster?
What do you do with the ‘what if’ of a lost childhood? Is it a poor memory, or the brain protecting itself from trauma?
I don’t have these answers yet, and I may never know.
In my case, it threw me into a deep depression. Nights of reading until no thoughts could enter my distracted mind, until I was so exhausted that I’d sleep without the truth haunting my dreams. Times of tears that wouldn’t stop. Days where getting out of bed seemed an impossible task.
Those times are not gone, but they are fewer. I feel creativity coming back, ideas have started to flit through my mind again. Slowly I am returning back to the living.
So I want to thank you again for your patience. I will finish this book, and it is most likely the end of this series. I think I will have some one shots of scenes from their lives. I have some other ideas I want to play around with so I hope you’ll stick with me.
Thank you,
Queen of Beasts
