I was born sick in more than one way.I was definetly born prone to depression and anxiety, but everyone really is.It became me as a child. I thought I was worthless.I would sit in isolation and yell how nobody loved me I was a waste of space, but nobody as a child takes your seriously.So no one told me different. The words sunk into my skin and they were a heavy.Untill someone listened and told me different. I wasn't as depressed. My anxiety was still terrible but I thought it was normal at that time.This listener was my first best friend.We met in middle school and being my first friend she showed me things I didn't know existed.That is- till she left. In a blink of an eye she snatched all my healing from me. Things I had pushed down as a child came back and I couldn't stop them. She was my only friend so when she left and pushed the entire school against me more it crushed me. The bad habit of cutting started again and I was falling with no one to catch me. At the beginning of this friendship is when I started writing. This was when Annabelle wasn't Victoria anymore. She was again Annabelle and I felt ok for the first time. However when my friend left which was quickly followed by harrasment, both sexual and nonsexual. Annabelle quickly once again turned into Victoria. She was the stonger of the two and she was the alter ago I needed. Hence why her story is so important to me. The reason my Wattpad is such a mess with paused stories. (With the addition of my writing style changing so much.) Now I'm really only focusing on the first Assassin X book and the two side books I work on which both have less stress. (Daddy's Webcam and my One Shots) Oh and just so you know I'm getting better now. I have medicine and I'm learning to live a little more. I also made more friends so I'm slowly healing again. Only difference is now I won't let anyone stop me from healing. #Mentalhealthawareness  #FreeTheKinks #Loveislove
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