Hi. For the sole purpose of anonymity, I prefer to use the pseudonym Jamison Xenithe. 
I enjoy writing quite a bit. I'm not even remotely good at it. I have many stories that I have started; Catch Me If You Can, Nowhere Street, Camp Gone, and The Fire in Sapphire are currently being written.
I seem fairly happy to most people. Why shouldn't I seem happy when I seemingly have everything? However, I'm not nearly as happy as I prefer to act. I stay up late into the night beating myself up over small mistakes. I am insecure and have low self-esteem. As a side effect, I do not believe compliments, nor do I believe that I am smart or pretty. I am average, if not below average. I am also very clingy and dependent on ones I care about; I use my friends as emotional crutches.
I have an offer: If you also have major insecurities or low self-esteem, I would like to chat with you. It can be simply over private message; I will not in any way publicize the chats unless given explicit permission to do so. I will not fake compliment; I believe in honesty and truth, and it would be betraying my virtues to lie. I will simply chat. I will let you rant. I will try to emphasize and respond accordingly. I would like to do this because I understand the feeling of having nobody to talk to.
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