The last Fairy Queen in the enchanted wood.

I don't like writing. I read little, I don't have much time. Only in the evening, before sleeping. I always keep a book on my nightstand.
I read mystery, thriller, adventure.
For me, writing is a malediction, because I started doing it to communicate my pain.
Sometimes I write and then tear everything up.
Sometimes I paint but now I have less inspiration.
I don't like writing. I started writing to take the pain.
But it's not like things have changed after writing a lot.