KeepCalmItsKelly

kinda got my heart broken today 

CosyChairReads14

@KeepCalmItsKelly Aww bless you. Thats not nice at all ☹ Hope you are as ok as you can be when this situation happens 
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HK2000q

Hey, so sorry to hear about your troubles and hope that things get better soon. I know that times have been tough, especially with the pandemic and being cutoff from friends and family. I had a tough time last year and these stories have been my solace. I have tried to forget about my sorrows and loneliness in new stories and sometimes they help, sometimes not much. Well, at least we keep trying!
          
          I don’t have any words of wisdom as i don’t know myself how to get out of it most of the time. But just remember that there are many like you and we keep trying one day at a time. And hopefully soon enough we will get there! Take care!!

KeepCalmItsKelly

i think it might be time for a check in. its been just over two months since i last went on hiatus, and ive been awol for most of it. 
          
          two months ago, i went to a really bad place. it was the most suicidal id been in a long time, and i nearly went through with it. it was a full on depressive episode, and it was dangerous. i didnt even want to make it out alive. 
          
          then it was the anniversary of my dad dying. then my work hours extended. then i got accepted into school, then i got sick, then i stopped eating, then i got even worse, and then i realized, it'd been so long since i'd even attempted to write. so i picked up my computer and tried, i tried to force something out because thats what yall deserve. i wanted to update partners in time because i know yall love it, because i know it would make yall happy, but nothing would come out. 
          
          idk if anyone follows this account anymore, dont know if anyone cares to read this, or my books, but i felt like i owe anyone who might care an explanation. 
          
          im not sure when im coming back, but im going to try and be a little more active again. ease into it slowly, and such. my messages are always open, i get those notifications on my phone. if you need me, you know where to find me. 
          
          goodnight.

martinaboringhieri

@KeepCalmItsKelly sure don’t worry!! in my humble opinion it was very well written but you do you love, whatever you decide to do will be fine. I hope everything gets better xx 
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KeepCalmItsKelly

@martinaboringhieri thank you, love. and i unpublished it, im considering giving it a rewrite but i havent decided just yet. the whole situation with his dad in that book is very closely modeled after the situation with my own dad, and when my dad died last april, romeo and romeo became very difficult for me to look at, nevertheless read. so im undecided on what is going to happen with that book.
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martinaboringhieri

Btw what happened to Romeo & Romeo? It was so good and I wanted to read it again ( even if I’ve already reread it 4 times :)  ) 
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KeepCalmItsKelly

Hey. Just an update. 
          
          I’m deleting brothers boyfriend at the end of this year. I’m moving past that writing style and into more in depth storylines and narration. It just isn’t who I am anymore. 
          
          I’ve already deleted all my early works, but I’ve kept that one up because it’s my most popular and I know people like it. 
          
          I just don’t want that to be what I’m known for anymore. 
          
          I’m sorry if this upsets anyone (I’m looking at you rae)  
          
          Have a great rest of your day, wherever you are. 

CosyChairReads14

@KeepCalmItsKelly Oh im so sad! I love this story and have read it so many times! Please don't delete it!! 
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NarryZiall9134

@KeepCalmItsKelly  no please don't delete it .i beg of you. I still wanna re read it. 
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NarryNut1211

Thanks for the heads up young lady. May have to give it another read before you delete it. I understand you have grown and matured and so has your writing. Completely understandable. 
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IrishNipples

Hi i don’t know if you’ll read my comment on contrivance but i wanted to tell you that you’re an amazing writer the book made me cry it’s the best really good i hope you make more ziall books❤️❤️

KeepCalmItsKelly

Hello love! I read the comment, and I appreciate you reading my book! 
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