november 2018 book of the month for 'hidden treasures book club.'  june-july 2018 wattpad featured author & #nbr featured.

all covers made by @rubyruins (unless stated otherwise)

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✒️ https://www.pinterest.com/lamodeceleste/
✒️ https://nanowrimo.org/participants/halla-yosef
✒️ https://riyamcyriac.home.blog/2019/12/06/add-diversity-into-your-writing/

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i a m n o t r u i n e d.
i a m r u i n a t i o n.

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✒️ INFJ-A personality 😎

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✒️ darling babe, sweet summer child, what do you know of fear? enter the lucid dreamings of one who knows and kneel before her ink-stained palms, for w r a t h and r u i n a t i o n are not far behind.

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✒️ ella, but most call me el. ️
✒ xvi
✒️ proud Seventh-Day Adventist Christian ️
✒️ aspiring writer and poet ️
✒️ musician
✒️ Afro-Caribbean
✒️ in love with all things Desi/Middle Eastern
✒️ certified ARMY trash ™ // reviewed and ratified April 2019 ️
✒️ certified BLINK trash ™ // reviewed and ratified June 2019 ️
✒️ Hamilton trash ™ // reviewed and ratified August 2019

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✒️ works:

✒️ ️wrath in the ashes (wattpad featured under the name "the talisman" -- 6/29/18 -- 7/20/18: wattpad exclusive, semi-hiatus) ️( )
✒️ ruination (wattpad exclusive) ( ✔ )
✒️ oath (pursuing publishing/representation once finished, offline) ️
✒️ and he drank the sun (first draft, plan to pursue publishing/representation -- offline) ( )
✒️ knife daughter (plotting stage/first draft, offline)
✒️ salt and fire: musings of wives and women (poetry anthology, semi-hiatus) ( )
✒️ those who speak in dreams (wattpad exclusive, #ONC2020 entry, semi-hiatus/offline) ( )


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#BlackLivesMatter ✊🏽✊🏾✊🏿
#SaveSheikhJarrah 🇵🇸

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✒️ so what l o v e will you make of the w o r l d when you draw that k n i f e out of you.

- sara jane stoner, from "it's like this," grief hour

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  • JoinedDecember 29, 2017


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