BellaGlistaria

I cannot fucking believe how many toxic people there are in the LGBTQ+ community. 
          
          They're saying microlabels (Like aegosexual or lithosexual, etc) are harmful to the community 
          
          .... No they're fucking not?? In what fucking way? 
          
          Their excuse is "It lets straights into the community". Yeah, fucking and? Someone can be transgender, but straight. You're saying they're not valid anymore because of that? Or what about asexuals who are straight? 
          
          If a person is straight, but still falls under ANY lgbtq+ umbrella, they're fucking LGBTQ+. How in the everloving fuck are microlabels harmful? 
          
          I fucking hate humanity, why can't we just fucking let people use them? 
          
          The only harmful labels are the joke labels like "animesexual" "dracosexual" "fidgetsexual" etc. Fucking fuck off with the toxcisity.... 

Brilliant way to start the morning off.. 
          
          First I have a nightmare that my grandma wanted to cut out my sisters vocal cords because she said something bad so I was screaming at her and shit.. 
          
          Then I get woken up by my mom to be told someone pulled a fucking gun on her... 

Unpopular opinions on food
          
          -Dark chocolate is better than milk chocolate 
          -Banana milk is amazing
          -Doritos and cottage cheese go well together 
          -Salsa mixed with sour cream is perfect for chips
          -Ranch mixed with mashed potatoes is delicious 
          -White chocolate chip cookies are better than peanut butter cookies
          -Unsweetened tea is better than sweet tea
          -Ham is best with cream cheese
          -Vanilla ice cream is better than chocolate 
          -Vanilla milk is really good
          -Strawberries taste better alone
          -Cheese can go on anything if it's the right kind

Sometimes I think my mental health is better but then I start getting depressed and wanting to cry because most of the people who I look up to, who have been my lights in the deepest darkest night, will never know I exsist, will never know how much they've helped me, and that I can't even help support them because I don't have the money to do so
          
          ...... Which is why I get so jealous when people meet them or have mercy from them, or get to see things that are exclusive for a certain group of people who can afford it. Like I'm happy for them, I really am, but I want what they have, but I also fucking hate myself for wanting that
          
          Cuz then my mind just tells me I'm being selfish, I'm being petty, I should just show happiness and support for those people, be glad they got to have those experiences...
          
          ..... I want validation from the people I look up to most, yet I convince myself that's a selfish thing to want, so I just keep to myself when I see others enjoying what I wish I could have... Heh.. 
          
          Funny right...?

Just had someone try to argue with me that there's no such thing as the fear of bees/wasps etc
          
          ... This bitch was also saying that said fear, apiphobia, was the fear of *insects*.
          
          ..........
          
          
          The fear of insects is Entomophobia.... And they refused to believe me or look it up for themselves. Go figure their username was "jesus_is_my_king777" smh

For some reason, Patton wearing a dark red, kinda maroon colored sweater is a beautiful image to me, I think I need help-

I'm once again asking you guys to report a Christian who commented religious shit in my books. 
          
          JPedone. That's their username. 

I think I need to just sleep, I don't know why but things just hate me right now and my cope is sleep
          
          I'm not currently depressed don't worry, it's a different problem 

You know, I realize that, with how bad I am at math or science or logical fucking thinking, I do speak a lot like Logan, in the sense that I use very... Unnecessary words at times-

"Being gay is a sin and you're going to hell for it"
          
          Okay, so animals can go to hell? 
          
          "No!"
          
          But there's gay animals
          
          "I never said there wasn't."
          
          So the gay animals go to hell, by your logic, then? 
          
          "No! Animals don't go to hell, unless you're calling humans animals, which would make you disgusting!"
          
          Humans are animals. Also your arguments make no sense, so bye 
          
          
          ~~~
          
          This was a real conversation I had with a homophobe. Really shows their intelligence, ey?