98luen

also i think its funny that since i've announced ill delete everything ive gotten a lot of sudden followers bhjsbgfhjsebfgjse tbh it makes me happy bc it shows that yall rly are here for my WRITING and not ships <3<3 thank you love yall n also thank u for the sudden support thats rly smth i didnt expect from wattpad so i was pleasantly surprised <3

wildflxwwr

Y-your pfp... *turns head to my pile of furubas*

wildflxwwr

@98luen my mum's like no more piercings than the ones u have until you move out fml and I need to up my fashion game 
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98luen

@MissMoonClover hatsuharu looks the way im tryin to look sthesghjtgeshjgse i only have 6 ear piercings so far but i want more n i cant have my peak yet bc of my job but as soon as im out im putting on nail polish n getting more piercings n better clothes sghtesjhetgsejhegt
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wildflxwwr

In a hot punk/eboy way lmao 
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98luen

also i think its funny that since i've announced ill delete everything ive gotten a lot of sudden followers bhjsbgfhjsebfgjse tbh it makes me happy bc it shows that yall rly are here for my WRITING and not ships <3<3 thank you love yall n also thank u for the sudden support thats rly smth i didnt expect from wattpad so i was pleasantly surprised <3

98luen

ive deleted everything 5 days ago and the lack of notifications from my stories........ the lack of guilt............ the peace and quiet....... the sudden motivation to write again....... truly delicious . you guys should try it too.

98luen

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(ANNOUNCEMENT) I'M DELETING EVERYTHING: to every and each of my followers that has ever enjoyed my fics sorry to announce this to u but i'm deleting all of my fics in the next few days. Imma keep them up for a couple days so some of yall who actually see this can like. go on a nostalgia trip n read my fics again or hurry and finish what they started / read what they planned on reading. The reason I'm deleting everything is simple : It's been for a good while now that i've been emotionnally exhausted by all the bullshit ppl comment on my fics. Ever since i started publishing them, actually. It's been what? 3 years now? I've been living thru this for ~3 yrs. I'm tired of seeing those comments. To the point where idc and just fight w everyone that dares comment wrongly on my stuff. I do think the drama of it all is amusing tho so not all bad and i do enjoy fighting and arguing w ppl so like. it's fun but its still exhausting. Second of all, for the past year or maybe more, I started thinking strongly about like. How weird it rly is to write smut/draw porn of idols. Like they are. real ppl.... kpop stars... not porn stars. What are y'all doing. Imagine some random at your school/work that you don't even know the name of draws you naked and shows it to their friends???? Writes porn of you ??? Gets off to that??? I'd report it to the police. What the fuck. And with Dan's coming out video, saying he had literal ptsd bc ppl shipped him w his friend. Bc ppl kept playing w his sexuality and making headcanons. This hurt. I'm doing this rn to my fave ppl in the world thru my own fiction and writing. I don't want to do that. Therefore i'm deleting everything. I'll keep writing though, so if you enjoyed my writing, I'll still post. But with original characters this time. I'm deleting J for good but I'll restart broken angel. I also have another story in mind these days. It'll still be gay bc like. I'm gay so lol.. Anyway yeah that's it. Thank you all !

NetFelix_Chill

@98luen I support you 100% and I understand what you mean
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rusicaria

@98luen no no you're 100% correct, and when it comes down to it writing fanfics really are phases that a lot of ppl go through, and i wont lie I'm starting to come out of that phase, and I've even got a whole lists of memos filled with original story ideas. Anyway I'll be waiting for more of your stories to come out, I'm glad you're doing what is right and that you're hopefully doing well :)
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98luen

@rusicaria I know that I get hurt myself when my friends assume I'd do something that I'd never do, so I'm guessing it's the same way around for them.
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