1MimMiO

1MimMiO

What hobbies of yours relieve your stress?
          Mine is trying out new recipes. I would’ve chose reading but the reality is it stress me even more :()the good kind of stress.

Elementary519

@1MimMiO painting, exercising and (previously playing my guitar during quarantine)
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Lily_Writesss

@1MimMiO music, writing, swimming, driving 
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1MimMiO

I'm back only to face the worst reality. I can't even look at myself at the mirror right now. 
          I disappointed a host by giving up on my role. The very thing I shone onis what I did. But I honestly feel it was for the best interest of the participants. They deserve a better Judge. But why am I only realiving that now? Because I never got to see it until now. 
          
          I was assigned two genre. Believe when I said I could handle it and never thought once on bailing. I was through with judging Romance and saved it in my files and decided to forward it to the host only when I was through with the second genre ( Mystery) but then I delayed for more than a month. The host took action and replaced me on e of the genre. I only found out today that not only was my account replaced as the Judge but that the results were already out. It was a big shock and every will in my vein was drained. I was disapointed and mad at myself. 
          After comparing my  rating and review to that of the current judge's own, I felt incompetent and inferior in a whole other level and I knew why. It was because we judged the same books yet a better job was done. It was so much better than mine that I my logical brain forced me to accept defeat and give up the rest of the books from the Mystery genre, totally convinced that another person could do a better job than me. You can call me a jerk, but I know it's only fair for the participants in that award.
          
          Will I give up on the rest of 10 Awards I'm in?  Hell No! I will try my best  in the nearest future starting from now.

CansburgCommunity

@1MimMiO Glad it did <33 Always be happy
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1MimMiO

@CansburgCommunity This meant a lot to me on high degree❤️
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CansburgCommunity

@1MimMiO You're very strong sweetie! Don't worry
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