Stupid Existence

Don't you ever plan out your death?
Like Literally sit there and think of a way you die, let's use drug over dose for an example.
So you are fully clothed lying down in your bathtub. The water is cold and rises just above your elbows, your fingers have gone wrinkly and your lips are turning blue.Your skin is numb and you can't feel your toes. You take a swig of the alcohol you found in your medicine cabinet, then without hesitation you swallow down a bunch of pretty pills.

Those were your final moments.

You then move on to think about who finds your body and how long it takes.
Followed on by where you were buried and weather you had a nice funeral.
hoping people actually attended and if they cried. Did they play nice songs and did someone give a speech. You then realise that no-one gives a fuck and that you shouldn't be alloud to over think dumb shit like this.
Especially when it's 3am and you have to get up in 4 hours to get ready for school.

Fuck.