19 year old Lottie Anderson left home in Springfield, Illinois for the big city of L.A. She didn't tell anyone, she just left. Lottie meets Connor Franta, someone she feels like she can trust. But she gets scared, he has this spark in his eyes, this light, and she doesn't want to hurt him. She's always felt like she hurts everyone she touches, anyone she lets in hurts her. Can Connor break down the walls or will Lottie push herself away from him to keep him as himself?