The Never Ending Cycle Of The Cursed Group C...
This was never expected. Never did the thought ever cross her mind.
She never thought this would happen to her friends. Yet.. it did.
It wasn't supposed to be possible. A person was not supposed to be able to relieve the same things over and over again.
Watching her friends die, watching her friends kill themselves, watching them MURDER each other.
Why was she submitted to this?! Why can't she stop it?!
The answer to that is simple, really. She isn't trying to.