~once known as Love isn't meant to be smooth~* but I have never been in love so what do I know*
"I knew his flaws and they didn't seem to bother me. I wanted him to be happy even without me which is why I let him go. I care about him so much it hurts. I want to put him first above everything and everyone and I would and I can. It sickens me to look into my future and see him nowhere near me. It breaks my heart that seems to beat for him. I trust him and I would give him the power to destroy me. My relationship with him is messy and complicated because we are fixated together with love. What I feel for him is amazing and beautiful, it is simple and complicated. What I feel for him is the best worst feeling."
My life used to be perfect. No bumpy roads. No hills that would go up then down. My life was smooth, dead straight. You could almost say I was the dead person connected to the life machine with no ups and downs. All of that changed when I was pulled out my comfort zone that wasn't truly comfortable.
~Highest in General Fiction:665~~
Started: 10 January 2017
Completed: 31 December 2017