Just when you get your life back on track again disaster strikes. Isn't that the way it always happens? You gain something but you lose it almost instantly? Well that happened to me and one day I was perfectly happy living with my mother, the next I was an orphan. I bet you think that that is the worst part but let me tell you that is just the beginning, my life had changed completely and I had no choice but to change along with it and try to fit in with my biological father's family. A man who I might just tell you that I had absolutely no contact with in the entire fifteen years of my life, not one birthday card or nothing. Strange thing is though, learning to fit in with those lot was the easy part. Learning to fit in with myself, we'll that was more difficult than I had ever imagined it would have been.