An unorganised messed up and undated diary entry by the girl who relied completely on her mothers love, when her mother falls sick she expects it to be a small thing that she would get over, but when it gets serious she starts to worry, she panics. One day it gets to hard for her mother to fight and she passes away, She blames everyone of her mothers death, the doctors because she feels they shouldn't have listened to her mother when she denied medication or operations, that they should have helped her, saved her. She blames herself for not looking into it more and finding out earlier how serious it was. She relied on her mother so much that she goes crazy when she's gone, she kills the doctors who she thinks killed her mother, and because of her behaviour she is put under strict eye in a mental room where she goes even more insane and does the gruesome and unthinkable. This short story will make you cry, smile, and cringe. It shows that real love is truly crazy, and just how precious family can be.