Healing Strikes (introduction)

Healing Strikes (introduction)

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Kailz3 By Kailz3 Updated Dec 25, 2010

The pain addiction is getting worse. Everytime the blade scratches my soft skin, I crave for more of it. As i feel the soft cold metal upon my skin. I want more. I can't help it. The feeling is one of the few that can calm me down. And with my anger lately. The more that can calm me down, the better. I think I'm starting to scare my family. You know, with the whole cutting and anger thing. I don't think they understand with thte fact that I can't control it. It just happens. It's almost like something is controling me. Like something tells my brain to do it. And then my brain takes over. I've never felt so out of control in my life. I'm usually the one that has the most control. Some of that is because a lot of people are scared of me. But others, not as much. I'm usually the quiet one in school. And I think that creeps some people out. Because some people give me funny looks. But the looks might also be, because I'm not exactly one of the prettiest girls in school. But I'm not ugly ei...