It's not love what bounds us together.
I never agreed to it.
I was forced into it.
Maybe I could've changed it.
If I just didn't say those two little words that mean so much but have no meaning to me.
One mistake and all it took was "I do".
It feels like I've sold my life.
He took everything my hopes, dreams, and reason.
All for a family business I must keep running.
It's just a document we must sign but it has more power than anything.
All for a marriage we both new was going to end broken and unfixable since the beginning yet we took the risks and here I am.
I hate him the most.
He's arrogant, a jerk, rude, and a cheater.
But to everyone else eyes he's a woman's dream hot, rich, and that's all really but looks can be deceiving.
Still we must fake it and try to be happy for my parents, his parents, and the companies sake.
But like he said its 'Just Marriage'.
So I promised myself something, to never fall in love with him.