My name is Reader and I've been stuck here for over nine months now. I'm beginning to question whether this is an abusive relationship or not. He's so kind to me. Sweet and gentle - not cruel or aggressive. And yet, he keeps me here as if I belong to him. I want to be frightened of him. I should be frightened of him but I'm not. I think I have a terrible case of Stockholm syndrome. God, I really don't know what to do anymore. I've become psychically weaker and I get sick a lot too. It must be the lack of movement and outside.