~S̶h̶a̶t̶t̶e̶r̶e̶d̶, B̶u̶t̶ B̶r̶o̶u̶g̶h̶t̶ B...
I had no idea at the time. . . I never have seen why my friends thought I was a great person to be around. . . But honestly, I think. . .I'm a freak and nobody would ever want to be with me. There are only three people that care about me. . ., and not just for looks. They are my true friends when others are against me alone, or all of us. One of them. . .I have had a crush on for the longest time. I'm. . . I'm too afraid to tell him how I feel. I feel like. . .he likes someone else instead. . . I'll make a fool of myself. . . It hurts, seeing him and her act like a couple all the time. . . I say "I'm fine," but I'm really not at all. . .and I don't think he notices it.
There is depression, self harming, and suicidal thoughts/actions. If you do not want to read this type of story, that's fine. But just note, it won't always stay that atmosphere everytime, and it's a love story, so it'll have a nice ending. Thank you.